Thanks, John_Mann, for that interesting link. I had not realized how that change affected others.
I heard little complaint about it myself as it happened, and after I left I knew nothing about how others were dealing with it. So it was quite interesting to realize how many shared a similar conclusion about it.
I was 17 when I came in. I had actually been frightened by a movie on HBO called "The Man Who Saw Tomorrow" about Nostradamus. It foretold silly things that did not come to pass, but as a youth of about 15 and 16, the images stuck with me. I was sure there was going to be a nuclear attack on the US before the year 2000 as the movie predicted. So when I heard about the Witnesses I believed I found the right group to join. Since they were predicting similar things to happen along the same time frame, it was "clear" that they were speaking for God like Nostradamus was--
Dude, was I stupid back then or what?
By 21 I knew I had made a big mistake and that the Nostradamus thing was just a stupid movie. By 24 I saw how cruel the elders were toward so many in their care. By 27 I was out of there.
It was a bit of a reality check, but it wasn't filled with subconscious nudgings for me. I was very alert to what was happening, and I blamed myself for getting involved in such a group. Though I have read reports from others who claim to have been brainwashed, I wasn't. I wanted to believe in the fairy tale. I wanted to believe in a religion that pat me on the back for being clever enough to discover it. I liked the way the Governing Body taught me it was okay to feel superior for knowing "The Truth" and that it was God's will that I be judgmental and compartmentalize the people of the world under one of two sections: God's and Satan's. It felt very good to be in the only "right" religion.
But the religion never lived up to its own hype. And history never unfolded according to the pattern of events they laid out. So when that little phrase about "God's promise" disappeared from the Awake!, I knew there was something afoot.
You claim God was promising one thing one day and then next you stop saying that, well that made you a liar. I couldn't go out with the message anymore because to do so made me a liar.
One Final Thing I've Noticed Since I've Left...
We used to claim that we were God's composite prophet on the earth. The Faithful and Discreet Slave Class was the actual prophet, but by extension the Great Crowd made up this prophet-like voice too. "They will know that a prophet had been among them," from Ezekiel 33:33 was frequently quoted in published materials and heard from the podium. There was even the Ezekiel book that went into detail that God's prophet today was Jehovah's Witnesses since 1919. "We are that prophet" was the official teaching from the Governing Body of my day.
The fact that so many JWs and the Organization/Society (I'm not sure what the call themselves today) are now claiming that they never said they were prophets is a major change and a big, fat lie. (Another lie? Yep, once you start it's hard to stop!)
We always claimed to be prophets. "Then they will know you only are Jehovah," we used to sing in a Kingdom song. It was about when destruction would come upon the world just on time as God declared through us. "Then they will know that we were right and they were wrong," we used to say about our work back then.
But today: "Oh no. We NEVER claimed to be prophets." Yeah right. My poop never claimed to stink, but guess what?
We claimed that we were prophets. We claimed that the dates set by the FDS were God's promise and we were God's composite prophet, and the world would know we were right when God brought Armageddon before the generation of 1914 passes away. Like the Awake! magazine said, it was God's promise that it would happen by then, not ours.
To read and hear so many claims today from current JWs that such never happened is also very funny. It's like a junkie who claims they are not an addict. They really believe what they are saying to you as they shoot up. When did that new light come to pass? When did they disown all those comments? When did they stop reading Ezekiel 33:33?