Update!
My mum phoned me ant we spoke for a whole hour about different stuff. It turned out she has doubt about certain things and especially the overlapping generation-thing. It also sounded like she understood me. She said that its different for me that has never been in the "world" and havenĀ“t been able to explore other religions like she did before choosing this one. She was crying a bit, must have been a chock for her to realise I don't believe anymore. On the other hand, I thought she would be angry, and I really dreaded what her reaction would be like.
I hope your mom comes around and actually recognizes the validity of your argument.
Yes I got the feeling that she actually did that, but time will tell how it works out. I guess it depends on how much she speaks about this with others and so.
It is indeed quite the internal struggle between being true to yourself and not, but I believe you made the right choice in being honest.
Nothing may come of it, so don't sweat it, you'll cross that bridge if and when etc etc.
Don't let anyone shame you for being honest.
This must be the best I have read for a long time :) This is exactly how I feel, I need to be true to myself...I can't do the fade, like others. It might work good for some, but I felt I just couldn't do that.