In the year I was starting to really squirm and feel a tightness of breath about the ongoing declarations coming from 'our leaders' - I took to reading the bible even more.
A thought I kept in mind, was something that is often said amongst witnesses 'we are the only ones who use jehovahs name'
Every letter in the NT is begun prayerfully - 'to God our Father......." Etc.
The name of Jesus, his title as Lord or Christ is used liberally.
One afternoon in service with a lifelong pioneer, we were talking of the scriptures and the promises, the forgiveness and so on. I deliberately sprinkled my comments with the phrase 'our Lord Jesus Christ' and 'God our Father' (not overly to the point of weirdness!!)
At one point I finished a comment saying something about our Lord Christ Jesus ( having not mentioned Jehovah once) and my pioneer friend giggled "Alive! You sound like one of those born agains!"
I laughed too. I said actually, I was just following the pattern and language of the scriptures and letters from the apostles.
I started up the car and quickly said 'so where next'
My own words haunted me!!!!