'You suffer a lot and you hate a lot'
When I converted to be a witness of Jehovah I believed that I started training for a time when I'd have to stand up and be counted.
I believed by taking a stand, in the workplace, amongst my non witness family and friends - that I'd be strengthening my character.
Good luck to you and your family with your somewhat duplicit acceptance of half truths for the sake of comfort.
That's not spoken in hate - but think about it and what it could ultimately do to the shaping of your character and that of those you love.
You belong to a church that has no freedom of speech, open communication in the spirit of truth is not tolerated.
Its not good. Is it?