I can't quite believe that a young intelligent 'me' accepted the terms of this 'vow'.
Along with the 607 to 1914 'prophetic' magic and so, so much more -I remember the big build up to the study where we'd work through the equation - I was told with a twinkle in their eyes that I'd be blown away.
I was absolutely convinced this was the truth.
Around that time, several other converts came through from respectable backgrounds, with degrees and well positioned lives in careers, life etc.
I was prepared to take the good with the bad, not expecting the people to be perfect - but, given the non- negotiable teaching programme, the fact that nothing was presented as an offer for us to 'consider' but as an absolute truth at that time, only to be proven wrong - well, I don't believe a true Godly Father would teach that way to his 'special people'.
There was no room to explore and think at our own pace - keep up with Jehovah's Chariot!
WTBTS abused and scorned the religious leaders of Christendom for misleading their flocks.
They should apologise for that, as they have misled their own. We were given no choice. Latest light? Gulp it down.