Just confess, and go with the flow...you will be reproved. If you're ready to leave right now......just go in with a recorder. State your doubts and enlighten us all with the JC hearing (Judicial committee not Jesus Christ). Either way, when one door closes, another opens!
Blackfalcon98
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Got ratted out for celebrating Halloween...
by cognac inone of two things will happen.
i'll get disfellowshipped and never have to worry about being "told on" again for living a normal life, or; they won't do anything.. either way, it's freeing and i feel relieved... it will be sad if i get disfellowshipped but i've come to terms and made peace with it as much as can be expected.
it's a huge weight to have off.. was told on a week ago and haven't heard anything.
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US Zone visit
by obarac inanyone will atend?.
how we can follow this meeting?.
anyone will inform us live?.
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Blackfalcon98
I will be attending, sorry I made a post regarding this......I WILL NOT RISK posting live updates....but I will take notes and try to post a few.
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Branch Visit, USA
by Blackfalcon98 inmy congregation got invited to attend the branch meeting, given all the construction....im expecting to see all the new real estate and the heckling for donations, followed by can you do more for the borg.
anyone else get invited/attending for family reasons?
details and notes forthcoming...... .
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Oh I forgot, the thing is gonna be televised via web connection and projected on a screen at one of the local KHs.....this will be interesting.
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Branch Visit, USA
by Blackfalcon98 inmy congregation got invited to attend the branch meeting, given all the construction....im expecting to see all the new real estate and the heckling for donations, followed by can you do more for the borg.
anyone else get invited/attending for family reasons?
details and notes forthcoming...... .
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Blackfalcon98
My congregation got invited to attend the Branch meeting, given all the construction....im expecting to see all the new real estate and the heckling for donations, followed by CAN YOU DO MORE for the borg. Anyone else get invited/attending for family reasons? Details and notes forthcoming.....
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Im still young (19)....just reading Crisis of Conscious
by Blackfalcon98 inhi guys, ive finally got a copy of coc from my local library, im on page 120ish and im really enjoying it!
the thing that gets me now that im enlightened is how little the rank and file know about anything this organazation does!
everything is so secretive and covered up behind a curtain.
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@Aunt, yea...currently in college now.....went straight after HS! I grew up in poverty...ill be damned if I die in it.
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Im still young (19)....just reading Crisis of Conscious
by Blackfalcon98 inhi guys, ive finally got a copy of coc from my local library, im on page 120ish and im really enjoying it!
the thing that gets me now that im enlightened is how little the rank and file know about anything this organazation does!
everything is so secretive and covered up behind a curtain.
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Yea, me too.....I actually was out knocking on doors (still active) and one dub told me that the house she knocked on, a woman came to the door and said: "Im an apostate!" The sister then asked an elder I was working with what he thought, if that apostate were to attempt to get reinstated what would the BOE do. He said: "Treat em' worse than a regular DF'ed person." I was a bit shocked. The cognitive dissonance exhibited by this elder is amasing! He shows good logic, and is quite "luke-warm" when it comes to things, but yet SOO loyal to the borg. its shocking!
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Looking Back, Do You Ever Think You Loved Jehovah God?
by minimus inas a child, i was made to believe that i loved my mom and family and close friends but that i loved no one more than jehovah god.
did you ever really love him?.
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I believe in his existance, but many times I realize how it is near impossible to live up to his standards. Subconciously, I always knew that, but I truly wanted to do what was right. So I got baptised at before I was twelve, but really Love Jah......like, but even know I find it hard to love an entity of which I cannot see. To love an entity to which I have associated with an organazation. An organazation that leads people into misery on a wasteful treadmill. I guess it is possible to really love God, but it really takes alot of faith.
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Im still young (19)....just reading Crisis of Conscious
by Blackfalcon98 inhi guys, ive finally got a copy of coc from my local library, im on page 120ish and im really enjoying it!
the thing that gets me now that im enlightened is how little the rank and file know about anything this organazation does!
everything is so secretive and covered up behind a curtain.
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Hi guys, Ive finally got a copy of CoC from my local library, Im on page 120ish and Im really enjoying it! The thing that gets me now that Im enlightened is how little the Rank and file know about anything this organazation does! Everything is so secretive and covered up behind a curtain. Child abuse scandal...not mentioned. R. Franz leaves GB in the 80's.....short note hidden in a KM. Double standards regarding Mexico and Malawi.....my own fam couldn't tell me a thing about it! The real writers of the original NWT.....no one who is NOT considered 'apostate' knows, or atleast no one knows or dare to ask. Its soo frustrating learning all these things about an organazation I grew up believing was God's mouthpiece. Now im learning the TTATT and I cant mention much of it to friends and fam or ELSE ill be labeled an apostate before Im ready to fully deal with the backlash of that! Anyone else remember how they felt when they first read CoC?
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If THAT is Paradise, count me bored....
by bafh ini happened to attend a session of the summer convention on sunday morning.
one thing that that struck me was how their view of paradise was that we would all be the same.
they kept talking about how nice it would be if we all spoke the same language.
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Blackfalcon98
Jah split up the one language to create confusion (lolol), and it worked! The dubs gather people who find this appealing relative to their current situation and exploit it!
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Memorial Partakers
by Yondaime indo they want to attract attention to themselves or are they just crazy?.
my sister just had a spiritual orgasm since she met a brother at a party who'd took part in the emblems.. .
i'm an atheist so i know its a load of bs, but what do you think this guy's objective is?.
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Blackfalcon98
There is a sister at my hall who partakes.....shes a bit weirder than the rest of us. (even though Im no longer mentally bound in slavery to men) Its a combination of imagination and perhaps some subconcious thought which manifest themselves in a dream repeatedly. Combine this dream with self-righteousness and a feeling of passion for the Lord, and you're convinced you are the one to serve as Kings and Priest before Jehovah over your brothers.