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  The hardship of being a gay Jehovahs witness.

  by truthwillsetyoufree in

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  please spare a moment to consider the difiiculties faced by gay jehovahs witnesses.

  i was raised and baptised as a very serious jw.

  every waking moment of my day was lived for jehovahs and his organization and for nothing else.

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  dddcat

  I am attracted to men.... to the touch of a man... to the love of a man... I dont lust for sex... I lust for love, affection and protection from a man.

  I have been a pioneer, a ministerial servant, an elder.... but I don't have the capability of returning to such a life as a JW without the love of a man. If Jehovah has created this need, why is it condemned? If Jehovah has allowed this feeling to satisfy ones needs, why am I to be destroyed in Hamaggedon? Why does receiving love from a man feel so good, so right... so great? Why is it sin? I Just don't understand...