I cannot believe this I am really torn apart.
Posts by Smart
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72When Was Jerusalem Destroyed By The Babylonians?
by Smart incan someone explain in easy to understand language what this argument is all about.
i am not that clever.
i am hoping to talk to the elders about this as well as whoever is willing to talk about it on here.
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When Was Jerusalem Destroyed By The Babylonians?
by Smart incan someone explain in easy to understand language what this argument is all about.
i am not that clever.
i am hoping to talk to the elders about this as well as whoever is willing to talk about it on here.
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I always doubted that the Jehovah's Witnesses are Gods spirit directed organisation or the faithful and discreet slave or the only channel of communication with him or a prophet. I wasn't really aware of my doubts though. There is no proof to say they are what they claim to be. People believed Moses and Jesus because they were able to proove they were being used by God. Jehovah's Witnesses on the other hand DO NOT have any proof in the form of a sign or a miracle that they are God's appointed people. Now it's starting to look quite bad. I think I'm going out of my mind. I am seriously depressed.
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When Was Jerusalem Destroyed By The Babylonians?
by Smart incan someone explain in easy to understand language what this argument is all about.
i am not that clever.
i am hoping to talk to the elders about this as well as whoever is willing to talk about it on here.
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this is nuts man absolutelty nuts.
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When Was Jerusalem Destroyed By The Babylonians?
by Smart incan someone explain in easy to understand language what this argument is all about.
i am not that clever.
i am hoping to talk to the elders about this as well as whoever is willing to talk about it on here.
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Smart
Can someone explain in easy to understand language what this argument is all about. I am not that clever. I am hoping to talk to the elders about this as well as whoever is willing to talk about it on here. I have looked at this issue on JW Facts but its too much for me.
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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The circuit overseer is coming tuesday. What questions can I ask him? How can I tactfully express my doubts?
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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Regardless of what happens with this girl, it doesn't matter. I'm free as far as I'm concerned and wow I can't believe how ignorant I have been these past few years just going along with all that the witnesses say without even questioning it, because we are discouraged from it!!! The bible even warns against blindly going along with putting faith in every word. The shrewd one considers his steps. That is what I am now doing and wow wow wow I'm learning more about the real truth every day. I am always here or on jw facts / surveys / .com / and other websites to find out all I can about the witnesses. It really is liberating and I am so relieved to be freeeeee!!!!!!!!! THANK GOD THESE WEBSITES EXSIST!
There is nothing to prove that Jehovah's Witnesses are God's Organisation.
How do I change my profile picture? I want you to see my face. You are my friends.
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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Anyone living in Wales, UK? I honestly dont know what Im going to do with her. She is so nice.
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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I am going to have to ditch her aren't I. I told her now yesterday that I havent been to the meetings in weeks but she not reallly bothered by it and still loves me. She is really sweet actually!
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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Wow!!! Now I am truly free!!!!!!! I just been reading vinny's thread proving how taking blood to save a life is actually not a bad thing at all. There is no way I am ever going back to the kingdom hall ever again.
My mum is over the moon about that because she always thought I was being brainwashed. So we just had a big hug and she is very happy.
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My Relief
by Smart inwhat a massive relief!
thank god i have just found this site the other day!
i don't know where to begin!
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I havent left yet. I haven't been to a single meeting since I wrote at the start of this thread. The elders and brothers and sisters are all texting and phoning me and inviting me to dinner, play football, come to the meetings and sheparding visits. I am probably going to go to the meeting tomorrow night.
I have still got alot to say on here to you all.
I am in a messed up situation. There's a girl who likes me, a young sister. We have been secretly dating behind her parents back because they don't think I'm good enough for her! Her Dad an elder basically shot me down saying he doesn't want me to date her. It's because I'm not pioneering and because I have only been baptised for about 2 years. He went on my facebook page and started looking at things I wrote, pictures and stuff I did 5 years ago before I studied and showed her it all. She told me this. She was upset. Can't believe him. No faith in me at all. That really punched my heart and I am really upset by it.
I just want to leave the org for many reasons now. I don't know what I'm going to do (job wise) if that happens or how I am going to tell this girl. Her dad will only justify his scrutiny when this happens anyway so I will look bad what ever happens. I am really really upset.
Anyway worse still is that she thinks I am in good standing in my own congregation. She is in a different congregation not far away and she doesn't know that I haven't been to a meeting for weeks and that the elders are all chasing after me.
What a stupid situation I'm stuck in.
I'm actually laughing now at how stupid this is, yet how upset I am.