Welcome!
I don't believe surfing or reading anti-JW sites is a disfellowshipping offense. It only becomes one if you decide to share your findings with other members.
So, if you don't want any trouble with your hubby or the elders, don't mention that you do this. Keep to yourself although you may want to "wake up" family members, friends, etc.
If you want to help me wake up, ask them pointed questions to make THEM reflect and meditate on the teachings.
Best!!