Well I have decided to attend a funeral this afternoon at the kingdom hall.An elder whom I feel was a very nice man passed away .
His wife has always been welcomming to me at the hall. And doesnt do the ,I dont see you thing, if and when we run into each other in public. she actually smiles and nods to me.
It will be interesting as my daughter and son in law and grandaughter (whom I dont see unless by accident) will be attending too.
It has been a hard choice as weather to go or not. Maybe my motives are twisted somewhat.
I did respect this gentlemen and also I want to show that by attending, But also I just want to show up and remind them all that Im still here and kicking and doing fine, in fact that Im doing even better.
Will drive my new , used car, a bmw and dress up nice. Am I wrong? should I take the beater car? Maybe just not show up?
Ive been trying to analize my motives here........Kat