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  Hindsight is 20/20

  by Capn Jack in

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  i have been watching this website for a while and havent posted much, but i have gained alot of insight into my own head and life.

  i was born jw and pioneered and all that good stuff, didnt get out until i was 23. didnt know what to do so i started drinking and using all sorts of illegal substances.

  i would talk all night to people about the 'dubs and how f****d up they are, probably bored alot of people.

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  It doesn't matter if they think I'm going to "die at Armageddon" because I know I'm not. Sure I'll die eventually, but so does everyone else.

  my thoughts exactly
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  thank you all for your input. I had to have someone to talk to about my problem besides my therapist who doesn't understand jw's.
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  koolkeithfl

  so you should stay in a marriage just because it makes someone else happy but you miserable?
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  koolkeithfl

  of course i feel bad about it. i should have just told her that i didn't want to be married anymore. looking back i should have done it that way....but i am a human being and we don't always make the right decisions.
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  i know that i would have been hurt too. I did it because i saw no other way to end my marriage. you guys are gonna make me feel bad about this one too i can feel it. i told my wife because i thought she would leave. I was married at 20 years old and this was the only women i had ever dated. I was told by my mother in law that no "brother" would want my wife after she had had sex with me. everyone was saying get married and i crumbled under the pressure. i was also afraid that no one would want me either. now i want out of my marriage and the jw religion. this is no excuse for what i did. it was the only solution i saw. cheat and get a divorce. and i don't need people judging me for wanting to end my marriage.
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  koolkeithfl

  yes i deserve it. and im glad you wouldn't have forgiven me.
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  to be totally honest this past sunday i was at the meeting thinking that i needed to get back. and then on monday i got the call. it just reminded me of how messed up this religion really is.

  thanks for all your help
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  help please

  by koolkeithfl in

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  i cheated on my wife and i told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend.

  then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness).

  now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it.

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  koolkeithfl

  I cheated on my wife and I told her what happend and she forgave me......but she told my sister #1(baptized but doesn't go to meetings) what happend. Then sister #1 proceeded to tell sister #2 (die hard witness). Now sis #2 is giving me till wed to turn myself in or she is going to do it. I'm just thinking about giving up on this religion. someone help please. oh yeah ive been dfed one time before for pre-marital w the wife. I just can't take it anymore. I told myself if i ever get dfed again thats it im out.

  thanks for letting me vent.
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  Fluff quiz...

  by JH in

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  http://www2.b3ta.com/femaleorshemale/

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  i got all of them right. this is so sad.
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  Welcome all Newbies!!!!

  by Nosferatu in

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  there's been quite a few newbies that have come here within the last day or two.

  i just wanted to extend a big welcome!

  i hope you all find what you're looking for :)

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  koolkeithfl

  thank you