I'm still trying to work through some of the guilt issues over failing to succeed at marriage. Hopefully what they say about time healing will prove true...
How true this is for so many of us.
I remember it was about 1988. I lived in Hacketstown, NJ. My wife was back in Texas with my 3 year old daughter and I was on the floor crying like a two year old. I asked God over and over, "Why? I always tried so hard to do what you say, and you said we would be happy and have a good life under your wing!" After 45 minutes I was finally able to put the gun down compose and myself. You can only cry for so long; then you become numb.
Bryan