Goodness Gracious.....I am pissed. That story just fully reminded me of what my life was like. To the TEE!!! Every time my mother or her bible study conductor told me I was not allowed to do something...I would get sad or angry and ask why. The explanation? Just as you said in your story...."because GOD and His Organization say it's wrong." I really feel for these poor children who have to suffer this. I remember very shortly before I left, I had befriended this little girl. I was about 16, and she was only 11. I would listen to her comment, and preach at the door, and tell me stories about service, and recite scriptures. I wanted to cry...thinking about all the opportunities she would miss out on...to gain some valuable future. I had already missed out on them. So one night after the book study, I leaned over to her and said..."I know that what I am going to tell you will sound very strange and funny, but LISTEN to me! I don't care what anyone tells you...STAY in school! Choose something to study that you will enjoy doing, and GO TO COLLEGE!!!! Don't let your parents or anyone else make that decision for you. It is only between you and God. I know that God will understand if you don't want to pioneer forever, and wish to go to school instead." She looked at me with an oddly blank face. "Pioneering is my goal. I want to make Jehovah happy." , she said. I started to cry....because the damage of brainwashing had already been done.
My Regards,
Joanne