yea, i so needed that. today at school, my friends were just tellin stories..i got kinda down because i wasnt in those stories. but i am in a few stories this year.. haha.
crizlee
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am i the only one?
by crizlee inim 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat.
the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
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am i the only one?
by crizlee inim 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat.
the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
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crizlee
yea i hate this religion and all religion. i want to prove there is no god somehow in my future.. ha we already did.. man can create man. but one must realize this kind of shit just doesnt happen in the jw religion. i mean friends can eff each other in any other place and marriages fail all over the world these days.
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am i the only one?
by crizlee inim 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat.
the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
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crizlee
my parents say it makes them happy that i go to the meetings and service.. and people wont be asking them questions. my dad already got some privledges taken away because the elder's sons ratted me out.
you know this is gonna really affect me when i have kids. -
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am i the only one?
by crizlee inim 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat.
the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
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crizlee
Yea i got a prom date..but now i wish she was my gf..or atleast get to know her better.
all i did was meet her over some blog site where everyone in the school has a blog on, then we started we talking. then the weekend came and i hung out with my friend all weekend going to concerts and partying.
it turned out the girl i was talking to was his friend and he suggested that i give her flowers that day. so i picked flowers and we drove to her house and i asked her out to prom.
yea it seems i cant ever be satisfied..i tell myself atleast i have a prom date now...but then i want a gf also. atleast ill be going to college..but still i got to attend the meetings.. but atleast i get to live in the dorms. -
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am i the only one?
by crizlee inim 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat.
the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
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crizlee
Im 17, havent ever really kissed a girl before or had a real girlfriend, and i have a few close friends.
my days consist of school, work, workout, homework, sleep, shower, repeat. the weekend is unpredictable, it can be super awesum or just effin depressing.
the only good thing i can say i have accomplished is aceing classes and keeping in shape physically, and goin to college.
somedays i just want to know how my life got wasted away.. but more importantly i want to know what i can do to make the present and future better to heal those wounds.
i look at my other friends and others school, their life seems like a dream. my friend drove my prom date to galveston 2 weeks ago and he's only 1 year older than me. most of my friends dont really work too. -
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man im havin trouble finding a prom date...
by crizlee inso ive been a witness my whole life and i hate it.
i believe its effed up my life.
no sports, no extracurricular activities, small amount of friends, and im like totally innocent compared to my friends i have now.
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crizlee
well i got a date. gave her flowers and asked her out. it was awesum
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man im havin trouble finding a prom date...
by crizlee inso ive been a witness my whole life and i hate it.
i believe its effed up my life.
no sports, no extracurricular activities, small amount of friends, and im like totally innocent compared to my friends i have now.
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crizlee
Look at it this way I can't even stand to work with her because she is annoying, she is lazy, and all she does is complain about work. When the other girls up there don't complain or bitch. Sure they may not be as hot but I like them better because they have good attitudes. So I can call her fat, bitch, trash all I want because she fits the description.
But this other girl I asked out recently, I can't call that. I can only describe her as being on the big side a little, pretty, wild, and shy. Wierd huh? Now apostababes, I apologize I certainly would not call yall the "f" word but from y'all's attitudes, I take that back, y'all are fatties. Do I give a fuck what y'all think? No.
And getbusyliving, you full of yourself. Why don't you go stare at yourself in the mirror. -
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man im havin trouble finding a prom date...
by crizlee inso ive been a witness my whole life and i hate it.
i believe its effed up my life.
no sports, no extracurricular activities, small amount of friends, and im like totally innocent compared to my friends i have now.
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crizlee
um sorrry but i dont mind the fat its just shes like trashy. i asked a girl out like 2 days ago and she was kinda big. trust me i say a lot more online than i do in reality.
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man im havin trouble finding a prom date...
by crizlee inso ive been a witness my whole life and i hate it.
i believe its effed up my life.
no sports, no extracurricular activities, small amount of friends, and im like totally innocent compared to my friends i have now.
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crizlee
this other chick posted a comment on my journal sayin her bf just broke up with her and now we're chattin
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man im havin trouble finding a prom date...
by crizlee inso ive been a witness my whole life and i hate it.
i believe its effed up my life.
no sports, no extracurricular activities, small amount of friends, and im like totally innocent compared to my friends i have now.
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crizlee
lol dude im not no fucking nerd. and that pic was just for fun i have a real pic if you wanna look at me somemore.