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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

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may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

i understand the feeling of advise you were trying to share with me ,

but somehow the fact remains that ONLy GOd caused ..me and her to come together .....it was absolutely a chance encounter ......

and i am still in hope ....hope that if she ever gives me her 1 hour of life ..and she talks to me FACE to FACE......i can assure you she will REALISe where she is TRYING to go ...

but the most unfortunate part is that ..she had blocked up almost ..she started saying ..do not email me forever, though she still responds to my ` 100 or so email requests to talk to me at least then decide ...

i hope and pray for best ....

anuva

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

david.

the whole painful part was that she just put UP a wall.....

anything in bad light for JWs is taken by her against her own self......she TALKED like as if i am insulting and hurting HER ....by talking even of correction ...

anuva

16

a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

you are right brummie......

i feel i had put up the title in madness and suffocation of the moment....

i also feel that she will be really offended if exJWs mail to her ..i understand it now..

thanks for concern

anuva

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

i had sent PM to you .....i look forrward to talk to you sometime

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

....that i loved deeply ....

i saw the HELL inside ......

i saw her heading for that ........

i tried to Illuminate her ....

and i was termed a lier......and

rejected....

wondering as i will be for rest of life, is it a stupidity to expect that any woman or girl will not understand the pain of Suffering until it happens PERSONALLY to her !!! why do people reject the pain of others.....is the saying ....

"the least pain in our index finger gives more jitters that destruction of millions of fellow beings"

so true universally !! or was it that it was my bad luck .

wondering for life long!!!

anuva

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

ou have yourself lived the life of painful woman suffering , and TELL ME HOW PAINFUL IT WILL BE FOR ME TO KNOW that AFTER I SAW THE PAINFUL PAST OF MY gF and EARNED HER LOVE AND SUPPORT.....And STUDIED bible DILIGENTLY, asked her SEVERAL RElentless SUBTLE QUESTIONS.....

and AFTER FEW YEARS IF I CHOOSE TO LEAVE NOW I WILL ..end up imagining that MY Gf will be married to HELL and she will be one of painful STORIEs that MAY NEVER be told ........

anuva

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

thanks a lot for the words Gill....

you are right ..but for me the true irony is this that at this time i am not even in any possible near her , as i am in foreign country due to job problem , and ..it is unfortunate that ONLY through internet , and eMAIL ... a medium that is highly controlled by her God's people.....she became so angry ...that she had said .........

do not write to me .....

BYE FOREVER......

and things like that .....

it is ture that i have only hope , i stand for her , and i still do , but i am sad , that will i ever be able to be HEARED by her, i asked her that she talks to me once before saying ....goodbye foever....but

she said , i am being lied and things like that ..... people are misleading me ...

MY god ...........i shiver thinking that IF the story that i have seen with Jez and many others after their marriage , which desteroys the person , she will not even think about NOW,

..perhaps people do not feel pain unless they are hurt their OWN..

i wish help ..any way anybody can ...

anuva

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a humble prayer from Women who suffered in Spiritual paradise .....

by anuva in

.

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god, .

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad..... i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.. i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to sense..she may understand... a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by jw love bombing...during her troubled teen years ..... i thought my selfless love will win her from chains....but i have almost thrown out .... may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe hearing from a former jw may help her realize the truth....that i was not lying..... please pm me ..i need help for sake of truth.. anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up ..

anuva

may be the inevitable happened , my girlfrind surgically cut me down to ..nothing, by saying , jehovahs witness can never do a thing against bible and god,

i am gettting ....information from wrong sources.......and she reduced to ashes 2 years to deep love and affection , by saying ....i am worldly ...i am against god and bad....

i am sorry jgnat i choose to be overoptimistic when u told me about that meaning of ..poem ...."amends" and hard hitting stuff about 'apostates' during christmas time.

i still beleive that there is some life leftin me to try ..may be she comes to SENSE..she may understand..

a girl so kind and loving ..... rejected by mother ....and abused sexually by father ....taken as maid by grandmother as maid.....preyed upon by JW love bombing...during her troubled teen years ....

i thought my selfless love will win her from CHAINS....but i have almost thrown out ...

may i request from some women who may if they like to help me can write to her email , cause maybe HEARING FROM A FORMER JW may help HER REALIZE THE TRUTH....that i was not lying..... please PM me ..i need help for sake of truth.

anuva- sad and down ....but still trying to work up .

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That time has come. Anyone that has any interest can send me a message.

by anuva in

i have said enough and i wipe my hands clean

no dear brown boy .....you haven't .... don't you remmeber me...a child of learning truth....i am sure you do , i really want to appreciate your invitation that you want to help us all , and i would no doubt utilise all your great knowledge .i hope you will not step back from your promise , and keep helping me .. ... i heartly wish that all respected members who know me (and of course any others who are interested too ) , please participate in this learning experiance of mine and help and appreciate any side whom you think has the truth , the student ...'anuva' ......or the teacher 'brownboy' .

i would like to quote this saying in the last ...."it is enough that good people do nothing , evil will spread their wings ".

anuva

if that is so for the feeling of you people....

then i will end this psot here and NOW.

okay

anuva

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That time has come. Anyone that has any interest can send me a message.

by anuva in

i have said enough and i wipe my hands clean

no dear brown boy .....you haven't .... don't you remmeber me...a child of learning truth....i am sure you do , i really want to appreciate your invitation that you want to help us all , and i would no doubt utilise all your great knowledge .i hope you will not step back from your promise , and keep helping me .. ... i heartly wish that all respected members who know me (and of course any others who are interested too ) , please participate in this learning experiance of mine and help and appreciate any side whom you think has the truth , the student ...'anuva' ......or the teacher 'brownboy' .

i would like to quote this saying in the last ...."it is enough that good people do nothing , evil will spread their wings ".

anuva

i wait for YOU Brownboy

anuva