Posts by Vivamus

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Light A Candle To Remember

by cruzanheart in

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tonight on the news i saw yet another story about that dear little 11-year-old girl who was kidnapped and killed.

i thought of her.

i thought of the 77-year-old woman who was kidnapped and killed in our area last week.

Question For Everyone

by Yizuman in

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this is not a trick question.

it is as it reads.

no one has gotten it right, including me.. .

Vivamus

Well, I thought her sister was the person who killed her mum, then had multiple sex with the stranger and told her about it ....

And who says thats not the was it *actually* went, huh?

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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Light A Candle To Remember

by cruzanheart in

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friends

tonight on the news i saw yet another story about that dear little 11-year-old girl who was kidnapped and killed.

i thought of her.

i thought of the 77-year-old woman who was kidnapped and killed in our area last week.

Vivamus

And for that little person, whom I would have welcomed into my life with love and joy.

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Light A Candle To Remember

by cruzanheart in

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friends

tonight on the news i saw yet another story about that dear little 11-year-old girl who was kidnapped and killed.

i thought of her.

i thought of the 77-year-old woman who was kidnapped and killed in our area last week.

Vivamus

For my grandpa and grandma, who will be in my hearth, always.

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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Pics of Me and My Daughter...I've Got 'em Uploaded Now...Thanks!

by Frannie Banannie in

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Vivamus

Frannie, oh my, you are drop dead gorgeous! And your daughter looks just like you

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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what do you prefer, love or good regular sex?

by dh in

i know some married women, and what disturbs me is that so many of them tell me that though they love thier husbands, they will go elsewhere for good sex.

sure they are flirting, but they don't sleep around with just anyone, they just have a husband & a sex partner/partners.

the women i am talking about range in age from being fairly young to 50+, so i wondered, is this normal or are the people i know just freaks?.

Vivamus

Lol, how about love AND good sex from/with my 1 partner

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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What do you miss most about the person you wanted to be?

by dh in

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though my posts might not reflect it, i find life pretty hard and spend most of my time battling things in my head, regardless of what else i'm doing, thinking too much junk, always trying to figure things out and always ill at ease, i often remember being a kid, looking forward to a future, with goals and things i wanted to do, now i'm an adult and for the life in me i see nothing worth looking forward to.

i miss the feeling, when anything is possible, when i'd pine for a thing, or just smile at what i knew i was going to be when i grew up, or what i'd do, or when i'd look in the mirror and see a familiar face.

somehow and somewhere down the road, between becoming a child and a man, i seem to have got stuck.

Vivamus

((((DH))))

I know what you mean.

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Running ten years behind on my age

by Vivamus in

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well, i am beginning to feel pretty good about myself.

it?s been almost two years since i left, and the first thing i did, was do everything they forbade.

man .. that was fun ?

Vivamus

Well, I am beginning to feel pretty good about myself.

It?s been almost two years since I left, and the first thing I did, was do everything they forbade. Man .. that was fun ?

But, now, I am beginning to live a rather quiet life. Steady relationship, I feel rather balanced.

Oh joy what it was when I was told I run like ten years behind on my age.

I?m not even sure what was meant by that remark.. Perhaps the fact that I totally refuse to worry about anything. That I have an unshaken belief system, that when I really need it, or in deep trouble, something good will happen. Well, you can?t blame me for having that belief, up till now, it always did.

Or perhaps it is the fact that I hate to argue. I will rather swallow my angry spiteful remarks than utter them. Unless you really piss me off, then you?ll have a fight you won?t easily forget, but it takes a lot for me to reach that point.

And perhaps it was cuz I am not really an adult. But I don?t wanne be either. I like being in this freedom-still-rocks kinda place. I work to pay my bills; I have fun when not working. Nothing wrong with that.

And then I was told ? that right now, I am living like I should have lived ten years ago.

I feel incredible sad by that remark, cuz it is true. But then, I may not have had these fun teenage years, I did learn a whole lot through other experiences?.

Right?

And then, perhaps, me posting this to get some kind of reassuring feedback, is exactly what was meant with the remark, you don?t act your age?.

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Blue Bubblegum Girl, feeling kinda introspective

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Zdravstvuite

by Sneaky Russian in

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hello my american friends, and those from other places

i was a witness for almost 20 years, and have been through a lot to offer my story today.

my mother was conned by the jehovah's witnesses when she was just forteen years old after sitting in with a schoolfriend on a bible study back in england.