I know what you mean!
When I was 7 years old I was left "alone" on a street corner with a bag full of Watchtower and Awake magazines, and I was expected to place every one of them.
If I didn't place them all, I got a good talking to and no play time for the next day. My parents guilted me into thinking that Jehovah was not pleased with me.
The magazine day was usually on Saturday, and all I wanted to do was build tree forts with the worldly kids. But that's not the way things worked out.
I was expected to be MR. THEOCRATIC and step to the tune of the rest of the rank & file.
I had no choice but to follow or pay the consequences.
Many on this board remember those days.
It was....obey or get your ass whipped!
Atlantis!