“I can only guess but I think its because she believes that we alone live in dull reality but all other jw are outrageously happy all the time; and this happy face for the meeting/convention is what she wants 24/7.”
Hm, yes, I used to get down over that... when I was a naive dub. I bet though when Mrs Zeb goes to a meeting she has a Kingdom Smile too.
Funnily enough, after I stopped believing, after initial trauma at home married life improved greatly. I guess we were not competing .
Good luck mate..