Thank you to all who have prayed for my friends. I am just at a loss not only because my best friend is going to lose his wife but I worry for his minds sake if you understand where I am coming from. I'm tired, I have carried the burdens of to many people for too long and it has wore me out. I don't understand how someone who takes good care of their health gets terminal cancer and me a guy who has abused his body for years in so many ways and yet I have no cancer and I should. I should be the one telling all of you that I will be dying in a year !
I cannot imagine how it feels knowing that your life is soon to end, I can only tell of the experiences of others. My friend who is now 52 and this is his first marriage and they have been married for 10 years and it is also his first child and thats what they worry the most over and I can understand.
God help us all !