LMAO .......ya you got me!
Well it is very nice to see new ones here .....Iam too!
I think we need to laugh at things more , maybe they don't seem that bad then.
I look forward to talking with you more.
i have been so sadend by finding this site and wanted you all to know that the organization is indeed a loving one with only your best interests at heart...but i'm sure, if you look deep within your hearts you already know this to be true...dont you?.
if you search your inamost thoughts and feelings and put away your debeauched/immoral life style ( because if you are truly honest with yourselves, guilt is the reason you needed to distance yourselves from righteousness) and come back to the truth you will see that only kind, loving and overwhelming compassion has always been at the forefront of the wtbts and that although you may feel contentment in a (deluded sort of way) you would have a real happiness within the true christian organization...as your former bible trained concience must know... all others that profess to be 'christian' are satanicly influenced even though they may appear to do good/kind things....how else would the last days of satans system be?.
so i urge all the 'lost sheep' to 'find the love you had at first' and return to the loving compasionate embrace of the organization....you know this makes sense!!!!
LMAO .......ya you got me!
Well it is very nice to see new ones here .....Iam too!
I think we need to laugh at things more , maybe they don't seem that bad then.
I look forward to talking with you more.
a question was asked of me last night.
what made you find the forum?
which stopped me in my tracks and opened my mind to ask myself that question.
Hi prophecor: I'm sorry if I didn't talk to you in chat last time my net server has been causing me some grief! So next time I'm there give a BIG HI and I wouls be happy to talk!
Golf Hugs to you ty for the advise will very much take it to heart!
one of my pet peeves is being behind a too slow driver.
it "drives" me crazy!
lol
what annoys me:
stupid people: I will explain
people who feel that their world is the only world. Not open to diffrent ways of thinking but saying they do. Not standing up for what is right. Havin a heart when maybe others don't.Blind to how it affects them.
then there is other drivers on the road! LOL
does your life have a purpose or are you just existing?
over the years i've learned to extract the good out of bad situations and it has given me a different perspective on life.
life is all about learning.
HI Golf
I do understand the meaning of just existing, but really was it just that or my way of experiencing what I needed or didn't need at that time in my life. I think just existing and that is the emotional lock down that i personally struggle with, but knowing myself like i do this is not seen by many people. My little way of protecting myself. All is seen clearly when the time comes. Hold close the ones who mean the most and no storm is to bad!
i never did become a jw but i did associate with them for a few years by attending meetings, going house to house, and all that fun stuff.
anyway, i have so much in my mind that i cannot possibly say in one post.
basically i saw/heard many things during my association with jw that i just didn't agree with or just made me wonder if they were truly teaching the "truth", which i have recently come to the conclusion that there is no truth.
WELCOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think what i would ask for is a GOOD movie and lots of cuddles!!!!
a question was asked of me last night.
what made you find the forum?
which stopped me in my tracks and opened my mind to ask myself that question.
A question was asked of me last night. What made you find the forum? Which stopped me in my tracks and opened my mind to ask myself that question. Well i guess many things have brought me here. I left the organization so long ago ( at fifteen) Gave myself an education and attended the school of hard knocks but maybe lost my direction. I became focused on fixing the damages of my naive choices, and of unrealistic ideals. I skipped a few steps in life ...not being a kid..but having kids...finding a partner...not the right partner...making money..not being content with my other fortunes. I left the organization to be me and to be free to feel and express myself in many ways without feeling repressed. To open and expand our minds is continually growing in ourselves and our lives.I lost this some where. I feel like I need to find my balance, my center. I have become stagnant on a emotional and intellectual level. The one thing I swore I would never do! The last month has been a wild roller coaster ride of emotion, digging and picking of my brain and a widening of my ideals,and the make up which makes me ME! I guess i feel the need to be selfishin my life, to take risks and step out of the box. This means an intellectual war with myself. I have two girls, who I love more than life it self, but feel the need to make myself happy in order to set an example of a strong, open minded, determined and balanced person who can do anything they want to. In order for me to do this I need to let go of the mistrust, and remove the walls I've built around myself. I need to expand the possibilities and to be some where I feel safe to do so. JWD has given me the opportunity to have fun,joke, and challenge my boundaries, question myself and be free. So for any of you who wonder who I AM, here's my anserw. Someone just like you, I need love, understanding and the freedom to be myself, free of judgement, harsh judgement, and just simple. Just at the point in my life to take my experiences and turn them around and maybe pay it back. I would just like to make someone smile, or have special thought in that moment, take and help them find their balance. PAY IT FORWARD!!! So to the person that took the time to take an intrest in me. I SAY THANK YOU and hugs for making that moment in my life count. I intend to pay it forward and i guess what I'm asking is for anyone here to do the same and come back to share!
condesending, critical, narrow minded
very curious.
this is my family, although i was raised pretty far away.. thehoefels in bc.
the gerbrandts in bc and alberta.
Hi, Well I'am in Alberta Canada and some of the names did seem to ring a bell mostly the name Bevans. I not sure why but I do talk to my mom so i will just generally bring the names up in conversation and see what she says . I might not talk to her till Sunday but will write you with anything i find. Have a great day!
for years i have felt i was the only one on earth that was reeling from my involvement with jw.
i stumbled upon this website and feel an overwhelming desire to dance.
here is my story:.
Welcome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with hugs
I myself havn't been here long and I am sure you will find great support and many new friends. There are many here with so much to give. GREAT people!