Truly what would make a man stoop to such dishonesty? Desire to be admired?
:) Hey pete, you have obviously never been to my bookstudy. If you had you'd see that my lame @ss conducting skills betray no desire to be admired.
I know my situation, and for me to give up the BS right now would cause me to be forced in to confronting the other men with my problem. Which would end up in my being removed from the congo and shunned by nearly everyone I know, probably including my own wife as well.
Cowardly? Maybe. Desire to be admired? Most certainly not.
IPSec :)