Sorry Yvonne, i dont want to discourage you. if thats what makes you happy then go for it girl. Your life, your choice.
but you did ask, and people have just given you their experiences. I hope you stick around, but if you dont want to see the other side of the coin, then you really ought to say bi bi. Ive made no firm choices yet. if i was joining any group, buying a business, marrying someone, or making any major choice, id want all the information i could get. thats what im doing. if i became a jw, i would be doing so with my eyes wide open.
well good luck, whatever you decide. you can always come back here if you do go for it and it doesnt work out.