LOYAL as dog
Memory of a elephant
Don't bite the hand that feeds me
Will go to the ends of the earth to get revenge on anyone who f**ks me over
what do you do that shows your talent?
share it here.. here are three of my music compositions.
three different styles for your delectation.. http://trex.rfsoc.org.uk/home.php.
LOYAL as dog
Memory of a elephant
Don't bite the hand that feeds me
Will go to the ends of the earth to get revenge on anyone who f**ks me over
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compared to where they are heading if they don't accept jesus as their personal savior instead of the wt organisation.
any comments?
third lawyer wants off kim case
mcminnville news-register, or - 14 minutes ago .
... kim, a former jehovah's witness who lived at home with his parents and adult sister before his jailing on multimillion-dollar bail last spring, faces a long ...
Heads up!The reporter and news editors are interested in comments from EXJW's,they sent me this sidebar Kim's mother says he's severely ill
Published: May 24, 2005
By KATIE WILLSON kwillson@ newsregister.com
Of the News-Register
During a May 5 hearing, high-profile Portland defense lawyer Des Connall suggested what line he may take with panty thief suspect Sung Koo Kim - that Kim suffers from mental illness so profound he is unable to assist meaningfully in his own defense.
Connall continued that line of argument Friday, even as he announced he would be seeking to withdraw from the complex four-county case on the virtual eve of the lead trial. He told Yamhill County Circuit Judge John Collins that three doctors brought in by the defense had independently judged Kim unfit to stand trial.
One person who doesn't need convincing is the suspect's mother, Dong Kim.
Interviewed by phone Monday from her Tigard home, she said the family has learned since his arrest that he suffers from a severe form of depression - one probably dating back many years. Given his mental state, sitting in a jail cell, isolated from everyone who cares about him, is the last thing he needs, she said.
"I thought he was just lazy," she said. "I was so ignorant about mental illness."
Dong Kim said she recently joined the National Alliance for the Mentally Ill, and has been taking classes to learn more about the subject.
She said her son's depression probably grew out of childhood and adolescent years spent in relative isolation. The dictates of their Jehovah's Witness faith may have played a part in that, but she doesn't blame the church.
Between the ages of 2 and 25, Dong Kim said, her now 31-year-old son was a firm believer.
"He was a good Christian boy, before the mental illness," she said. "He followed direction very closely. He carried his Bible to school. He was nice, quiet. No one really knew him very well."
She said their religious beliefs, since abandoned, prohibited Kim from participating in school or after-school activities, or in holiday or birthday celebrations. She said his South Korean ancestry also set him apart, serving to further deepen his isolation and alienation.
The family quit attending the church and following its faith five years ago, Dong Kim said. But she suggested that might have been too late for her son.
"It has a huge impact, isolation," she said.
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compared to where they are heading if they don't accept jesus as their personal savior instead of the wt organisation.
any comments?
Request for vomiting smiley faces copy and save
we had a family in the congregation years ago that was over sensitive about sex.
everything about sex was bad.
i noticed one of their teenage boy?s going into the back room before every meeting for weeks.
New things Learned |
"New things learned on scriptural clarification"
PS. 110:3 "..Thou hast the dew of thy youth" (literal rendering in KJV)
This means that what really goes on at the Brooklyn Bethel,'mother den' is NON STOP masturbation.
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compared to where they are heading if they don't accept jesus as their personal savior instead of the wt organisation.
any comments?
i know that blondie spends a lot of time on the wt review.
she does the best job.
the reviews are right on.
Roger that good to go bravo.
from what i have gathered, you all were once jw's and now hate them or the organization?
do you still believe in jehovah and love jehovah?
i have to admit i dont like, actually i rather dislike, some of the sisters in my congregation and i know that's wrong of me, but some of them really think they are better than me and are quite judgemental.
The K.I.S.S rule (keep it simple sweetie) A. B. C's
A.The central CORE JW doctrine is Jesus second coming in 1914,and is a LIE! B.Every devout JW will grow old and die just like me. C.Apostate opposer's like myself will not 'die at Armageddon'. That's it folks,....you can have reams and data streams of info but it all comes down to the elementary A.B.C's
Remember there is (a good) life after the Watchtower
Serenity melody;
http://dannyhaszard.com/media/last.mp3
''..if this was the last of all days''... click first before reading
Danny's seven Sensible Suggestions;
Adapted from an American Cancer Society's article
Danny says:
"Mile by mile, it's a trial
yard by yard, it's hard
but hey! inch by inch, it's a cinch"!
Remember: If you get into the woods a mile, it will take you the same time to get out!
DON'T DESPAIR.
SEVEN WAYS TO MANAGE STRESS;
[ Instructions: Refer to this list in times of stress; see if you can,use one or more of these reminders, or select others that work for you.]
Choose How to Spend Your Time/Energy------
(1) Set priorities; Danny says don't sweat the small stuff!
take time out when needed
Build Your Strength and Endurance exercise, physical activity
good nutrition
(2) Create a Supportive Environment go online, seek out support groups
Danny says, "No one lives in your head rent-free; evict unproductive squatters
get rid of clutter
surround yourself with what you like-- art, music, furnishings
(3) Learn to Relax at Will, deep breathing
massage, warm baths, back rubs
progressive relaxation
meditation
choose to think positively
translate worry into action
mentally rehearse positive outcomes to stressful situations
learn to turn off the inner critic
seek out sources of humor-- books, movies, people
Practice Saying "No"
let someone else do it
save your strength for the really important things
(6) Ask for Help you don't have to do it all yourself
when in doubt, delegate! "give away" some problems and tasks
Pay Attention to the small, daily pleasures of life
to the present, fleeting moment; live for today as Jesus said (Matt. 6:34)
(7) Take the Long View how important will this crisis be one year from now?
what were you worried about one year ago?
what is really important to you?
Still having some post-exit agitation? Could it be "Stockholm Syndrome" ?
JWD this forum has some excellent discussions on "stockholm syndrome"
-------------------- Everyone is free to go their merry way and be a practicing Jehovah's Witness,pleased be advised that there is NO Watchtower paradise and you WILL grow old and die.If the big "A" comes,your judgment will be among the false prophets.
from what i have gathered, you all were once jw's and now hate them or the organization?
do you still believe in jehovah and love jehovah?
i have to admit i dont like, actually i rather dislike, some of the sisters in my congregation and i know that's wrong of me, but some of them really think they are better than me and are quite judgemental.
Welcome newbie
Hypocrite Jehovah's Witnesses on "Hate"
Notable quotable;Watchtower defines an,'apostate' AKA former member
"If someone used to be a Jehovah's Witness, "We MUST HATE in the truest sense, which is to regard with extreme ~ active aversion, to consider as loathsome, odious, filthy, to detest." - Watchtower, 10/1/52, p.599
Now what other institution promotes this level of hatred?
Jehovah's Witnesses are 'hated' because they are a family wrecking destructive ripoff cult.The Watchtower cult leaders are the 'ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing false prophets' that Jesus warned about .
The Watchtower has defrauded MILLIONS of followers with their 1914 'Jesus returned to power' gospel of gobbledygook.
The OUTRAGE against Jehovah's Witnesses is Justifiable Anger.
NIV James 3:15-16 15" Such "wisdom" does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, of the devil. 16 For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice."
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It's usually a hard fast rule that people and organizations imitate the God that they follow.
Danny Haszard Bangor Maine former Jehovah's Witness X 33 years and 3rd generation NOW a Christian.
forenote from danny haszard i put this under mental health instead of current affairs news for good reason.
accused seller claimed to have a powerful device.
houston chronicle, tx - 5 hours ago.
Forenote from Danny Haszard i put this under mental health instead of current affairs news for good reason
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Accused seller claimed to have a powerful device
Houston Chronicle, TX - 5 hours ago
... He also became a religious fanatic who was kicked out of his Jehovah's Witnesses group because his views were so extreme, she said. ...
May 25, 2005, 12:15AM
By HARVEY RICE and RENEE LEE
Copyright 2005 Houston Chronicle
AP Ronald Allen Grecula is set to return to federal court Thursday. |
Before his arrest, Ronald Allen Grecula, 68, of Bangor, Pa., described an explosive of tremendous power to undercover agents who he thought were affiliated with the al-Qaida terrorist group, according to court documents.
Grecula, who made an initial appearance Monday before a federal magistrate judge after his arrest Friday in Houston, told the agents he would sell them a bomb that could destroy everything within a half-mile with a force approaching a nuclear explosion, according to transcripts of the conversations in an FBI affidavit. Grecula is scheduled to return to federal court Thursday.
Experts who reviewed a transcript of conversations in which Grecula tries to describe the bomb to an undercover agent were doubtful that it could produce the powerful explosion he promised.
"I can't imagine that he has any sort of superbomb," said Robert Curl Jr., a chemistry professor at Rice University who shared the 1996 Noble Prize in Chemistry.
Grecula appears to discuss hydrogen and chlorine gas in a 1-foot diameter cylinder ignited by ultraviolet light, a combination Curl said would produce a mild explosion.
"If somebody was standing right next to it, it might kill them, maybe," Curl said.
Grecula also talked about fusion. "Fusion doesn't make any sense at all in this context," Curl said.
"This reads like somebody who is trying to get money. If he sold it to these folks, he'd have to hide out from them."
"This seems very farfetched," said R. Craig Jerner, head of J.E.I Metallurgical Inc. of Dallas. Jerner, who investigates industrial explosions, was skeptical about Grecula's claim that his bomb would hurl particles at 750,000 feet per second, or 500,000 mph.
"I'm not sure there are that many things that can travel at that velocity," Jerner said. "It's beyond anything I know about."
Curl said chemical reactions cannot produce the speeds discussed by Grecula.
"If I was going to make a bomb, this would be one of the last things I would choose to do," he said about using hydrogen and chlorine gas.
Grecula had asked an FBI confidential source to help him find a buyer for his bomb and also to find someone he could hire to kill his wife, Monique, who won custody of their two children, according to the FBI affidavit.
Monique Grecula said she was shocked when she learned from the FBI that her husband was arrested and accused of trying to sell a bomb. She said she doesn't think he made a bomb but has no doubt that he could probably make one.
She said that after the Oklahoma City bombing, he bragged to her and others that anybody could make a bomb like the one used to destroy the federal building there.
Monique Grecula's boyfriend, Manuel Mireles, said Ronald Grecula is a dangerous man.
"We were relieved when they arrested him," said Mireles from The Woodlands home he shares with Monique Grecula. "I can't believe this guy who was a danger to us is finally perceived as dangerous. At every level he is dangerous."
Mireles, who has been with Monique since she separated from her husband in 1999, said he thinks Ronald Grecula, with his engineering background, has the skill to make a bomb.
"I don't think he has made one, but he would try, and I think he is capable. He could easily erect a bomb," Mireles said.
Monique said she met Ronald Grecula in Paris in 1989. She was a 19-year-old college student, and he was a married businessman visiting the country. She said he wooed her with his charming ways, taking her to New York and the finest restaurants. They married in 1991 after he got a divorce.
She said about a year after their marriage he went through a depression. He had lost his landscaping business in Connecticut, and they moved to Florida to live in his father's house, she said.
''He couldn't find a job. I think he was going through a midlife crisis," she said. ''He was more depressed and violent. He hit me several times."
She said she left him in 1999 when she found out he also was hitting her son.
Ronald Grecula blamed the government for his bad fortune, and he began talking constantly about the end of the world and militia, she said. He also became a religious fanatic who was kicked out of his Jehovah's Witnesses group because his views were so extreme, she said.
She is still legally married to Grecula. She said he was never served divorce papers because he would move to different locations.
She said she has not completed the divorce because she and Mireles are in debt from the costly search to find her children whom Grecula kidnapped in 2000, taking them to Malta.
She said her husband made her fear for her life. Now that he is in custody, she said she feels safer but not completely safe.
Mireles said Ronald Grecula. once came at the couple with a 13-inch blade knife.
He said the couple moved to The Woodlands from Pennsylvania two years ago when Ronald Grecula was released from a Malta prison, where he served time for abducting the children.
Ronald Grecula returned to Pennsylvania, and the couple did not feel safe living in the same area, Mireles said. "We viewed him as a serious threat," he said.
He said the couple had no contact with Ronald Grecula until two months ago when he called asking to see his children, Berenger and Emilie, now 14 and 7.
"He said he was in Houston, and we were floored he was that close," Mireles said.
Ronald Grecula was granted a few supervised visits with the children. He later stopped coming as often, saying he was too busy because he had business in Philadelphia and England and had a friend in Dallas, Mireles said.
"He claimed something big was going to happen, and he was going to make a lot of money," Mireles recalled.
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Good read:The "BOMB"