well i live with my parents right now and my dad is an elder and they expect me to go. i still am unsure about how i feel about the whole thing so i am not exactly sure why i am going. i son't want to be a coward either. i am not going to hide from it, be too scared to face it. some people have already shunned me anyways--plus i feel like the reaction i get tonight and what i see maybe will help me with my decision ya kno?
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tonight is the night
by susu812 inso i am being announced (the new way) as being df'd tonight.
me and my ex--who wont show up so i will be there all alone.
i am still unsure of how i feel about the whole thing.
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tonight is the night
by susu812 inso i am being announced (the new way) as being df'd tonight.
me and my ex--who wont show up so i will be there all alone.
i am still unsure of how i feel about the whole thing.
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so i am being announced (the NEW way) as being df'd tonight. me and my ex--who wont show up so i will be there all alone. i am still unsure of how i feel about the whole thing. everyone that i have told so far have actually been supportive and what not but i am absolutely dreading tonight! all the stares--possible gasps from the congregation :( I was known for all my life as the good, sweet, innocent one and after me and my ex get announced TOGETHER i guess it really leaves nothing to the imagination right?! i think that is the most humilating thing to basically let everyone figure out that usually PRIVATE information! my life has seriously in ALL aspects never sucked more then right now.
thanks for letting me vent
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your first
by susu812 inso i have a question out there for people--well men mostly....i know this is probably mostly for girls but is there any attachment at all for your first?
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whats the difference?
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your first
by susu812 inso i have a question out there for people--well men mostly....i know this is probably mostly for girls but is there any attachment at all for your first?
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ha that you swiped from-nice. i just would think that someone you shared that with--especially the first time would mean something more to you--you know like some kind of emotional attachment--maybe that is just for girls idk.
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your first
by susu812 inso i have a question out there for people--well men mostly....i know this is probably mostly for girls but is there any attachment at all for your first?
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so i have a question out there for people--well men mostly....i know this is probably mostly for girls but is there any attachment at all for your first?
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i was wonderin...
by susu812 inhow many ppl here grew up entirely surrounded by jw's?
all of my family and any friends i have had my entire life are jw's and now that i am df'd i have no association.
for my ex who also got df'd he's ok because his group of friends (my old group as well) have pretty much faded out, but as for me i have no one.
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how many ppl here grew up entirely surrounded by jw's? ALL of my family and any friends i have had my entire life are jw's and now that i am df'd i have NO association. for my ex who also got df'd he's ok because his group of friends (my old group as well) have pretty much faded out, but as for me i have no one. it seems like the road ahead is all uphill! how did some of you deal with it?
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just got df'd
by susu812 ini am very nervous about being in here.
i just got df'd last week and am unsure of how i feel about it.
i feel guilty but at the same time not.
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thank you so much for all your thoughts and advice. it is so nice to talk to people who know exactly what i am going through. the jc meeting i had was very embarassing--i heard all the stories of what they would ask me--they did ask a few questions that were embarassing but they didn't go into all the detail i thought they would (as you can imagine i was elated!) i have a lot of questions and have started doing a lot of research because i believe this is a crucial time for me. thank you for all the posts :)
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just got df'd
by susu812 ini am very nervous about being in here.
i just got df'd last week and am unsure of how i feel about it.
i feel guilty but at the same time not.
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well i got df'd for having an "inappropriate" relationship with my bf--we dated for about a year (we broke so i think that made it worse) i knew i would probably be df'd so it wasn't too much of a shock but i think it is hilairous how most young ones in the org. today do all these sorts of things and the elders and congregations have no clue whats really going. most young people act exactly like the "wordly" people we are warned not to associate with so i thought "must not be a big deal". ive been the only one with a semi-conscience thats been drilled into me my whole life to come forward with my bad ways and its like even though i have gone through all this i am losing way more then everyone else is. i am trying to to be a bitter person but it seems inevitable.
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just got df'd
by susu812 ini am very nervous about being in here.
i just got df'd last week and am unsure of how i feel about it.
i feel guilty but at the same time not.
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i actually just started looking at this site when i started going through the process about two weeks ago. i found everything i read to be very interesting. i heard so many horror stories concerning jc's and the whole process i was scared outta my mind but i actually had an ok meeting--still the most embarassing situation in my LIFE. although it was ok i am still up in the air about where to go from here. my family has actually been supportive and not totally disowned me (yet) but i am not sure if i still want to be apart of it or not.
i would love anyone advice or suggestions.
thanks!
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just got df'd
by susu812 ini am very nervous about being in here.
i just got df'd last week and am unsure of how i feel about it.
i feel guilty but at the same time not.
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hello all. i am very nervous about being in here. i just got df'd last week and am unsure of how i feel about it. i feel guilty but at the same time not. i was raised as a jw and my entire family is so its very hard. help!