haha no way would i ever join!!! jus reading them awake mags he sends makes me cringe!! they are soo ridiculous!!
ellie x
am v. curious...jus wondering what a dub would be told about someone like me as my on/off b.f is studying.
if you were a j.w then what were you taught about ' worldly' people?!.
thanks guys your comments are muchos appreciated!!.
haha no way would i ever join!!! jus reading them awake mags he sends makes me cringe!! they are soo ridiculous!!
ellie x
am v. curious...jus wondering what a dub would be told about someone like me as my on/off b.f is studying.
if you were a j.w then what were you taught about ' worldly' people?!.
thanks guys your comments are muchos appreciated!!.
hiya damsel....yeah his elders recently told him that to progress he would have to sever contact with all 'bad associations'!! but he seems to want both!!! coz he says the other j.w teens are really safe and superficial!!! really dont understand him sometimes he can never make his mind up!!!
for the past few weeks i have been trying to throw some doubt into ghis mind very subtly but unsuccessfully!!!
any idead how i could make him doubt the borg!!!(haha love the slang terms!!)
ellie x
am v. curious...jus wondering what a dub would be told about someone like me as my on/off b.f is studying.
if you were a j.w then what were you taught about ' worldly' people?!.
thanks guys your comments are muchos appreciated!!.
Am v. curious...jus wondering what a dub would be told about someone like me as my on/off B.F is studying and i know his elders and family see me as a bad association and bad influence!! but thats all he tells me...!
if you were a j.w then what were you taught about ' worldly' people?!
thanks guyS your comments are muchos appreciated!!
ELLIE X
will you help spread the word and put an end to the killing of innocent children.
they hide my daughter away and arranged for a doctor to give bethany arsenic which killed her.
the watchtower lawyers and the doctor deceived bethany in believing that the arsenic would cure her.
so sorry to hear of your loss...as i live in the U.K i wont be able to make it too brooklyn but my thoughts are with you
ellie x
other than field service and the watchtower obviously!!!!
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uni work right now...off to work at hal4 4 til 11pm really not in the mood!!! then bed and out for drinks 2moro eve with friends!!
ellie x
as they release the 9/11 tapes for all of us to renew the horror of that day again, i feel my anxiety level raise almost as much as it did that very day.
i watched the face of the man i worked for stare in disbelief as he came rushing into the room to watch in absolute horror as the trade centers fell one after the other killing his close friend inside.
as he collapsed on the couch, i knew i would never forget the look on his face for the rest of my life.
i know i will never forget 9/11 or any other terrorist activity
london really shook me up aswell as i had left the capital a day earlier and had travelled on the kings cross line that was targeted as i often do when im in london but to be honest it didnt really hit me up until 2 weeks ago when i came across a newspaper featuring the survivors accounts of their ordeals. i think thats when i realised that it actually happened as brutally as it did and the scenes people were descibing were not out of a film but reality similar to 9/11.
they have definitley made me alot more scared about planes/tubes etc and also very vulnerable...just wish there could be an end to it all.
ellie x
how much sleep do you need generally?
if you don't get enough sleep - what are you like the next day?
does how you behave reflect the reason you didn't get enough sleep blatantly to others?
i dont usually need much around 5 hours...well am saying this because i never get much more than this!!!!!
IF I DECIDE TO DO AN ALL NIGHTER I USUALLY GET THROUGH THE PAST TIRED STAGE BUT MY SKIN SUFFERS!!
ELLIE X
well me and my b.f met a year ago through mutual friends at a rock concert in london...we clicked instantly and i was very attracted to him as id never met someone so nice who i got on with that well i liked at the same time.
an over the next few months saw each other a few times but only as friends as we lived on opposite ends of the country....we stayed in touch via text.
then the texts gradually faded out.
yeh well...now its all startin to make sense to me it really isnt a way to live at all!!! not goin to let this religion spoil my last 6 months as a teenager!!
ellie x
well me and my b.f met a year ago through mutual friends at a rock concert in london...we clicked instantly and i was very attracted to him as id never met someone so nice who i got on with that well i liked at the same time.
an over the next few months saw each other a few times but only as friends as we lived on opposite ends of the country....we stayed in touch via text.
then the texts gradually faded out.
i will see him next week am gonna suggest we have a serious talk bout the state of our relationship and the future / or lack of!!! an if that fails then al jus give him the push!!
ellie x
http://www.freeminds.org/aftrhour/paradise_lost.htm
every time i listen to bob dylan..(mainly the early stuff/solo) it makes me want to word really hard at uni so i can live my dreams!!
ellie x