At first conception, all humans are female. It isn't until later in the pregnancy that they develop male characteristics. Therefore, nipples.
Dawn. Thank you so much for posting this. I have had similar feelings. I was raised by my mother so I tend to feel first. As cold as I can appear, this is the beginning of analyzation for me. In the troof, I "felt" like WTF is going on here? People were just unkind. I wondered why I found no truly satisfying answers to my lifes questions. The repetition made me wonder why I was being told I was happy and wasn't. I turned this inside on myself until I realized that I wasn't alone, I was just the only one that was willing to accept and admit that we were living in vats of goop with plugs in us(matrix reference).
Then all of the questions started. I like to think that I'm intelligent. Why can I not explain the a in John 1:1? Why do I hate reading about God killing hordes of people? Why do all people have to subscribe to Christianity or die, especially when for generations they may have believed in spirit guides, etc? Why in some places does Jesus seem like a pompus prick to me? Why are these freaking tools for Elders lording it over me because I'm a better speaker than them? Why do I always have to do more, yet the Elders who I am to imitate seem to be doing less? Why can I not hear my mother/a sister I am dating/sister awesome pray? Why, why, why? They never stop.
Sadly I find myself suddenly at peace when I read posts from Tetra and GBL, simply because their way of thinking would solve a lot of these unsolvables for me.
CHL