Thank you all for your honesty and your opinions. I have since called round to
him and had a teary-eyed discussion with him. I asked him for an honest
opinion on our relationship. Later on after him saying how he thought we were
going strong, he eventually told me he had been getting a lot of hassle from his
JW community. He told me that he thought I would convert after a discussion I
had started. I had asked him about the difference in his religion and mine.
I could almost understand everything except for them not believing in the holy
trinity (hey it’s not for everyone) and the fact about them not accepting blood transfusions. All in all I had been respectful, I even kept in mind the times of his meetings if I wanted to have a night out on the town. Yes he drinks, looking back
he did keep an eye on how much I was taking. We’ve decided to keep a cool on the relationship and just meet up as friends for the time being. He has since told his mother about our little debate and how he thought he’d convert me as I was showing an “interest”. She came round with some other doll and gave me leaflets and what not.
I suppose I’m thinking straight as I’m upset. I love him or at least I think I do maybe it’s just lusting over someone I can’t have.
