As I expected our local JW apologist is unable to provide any proof that the GB are actually the Faithful and Discreet Slave. This is a critical point, because all faith in the WT springs from it.
Most JW's take it on faith that the GB really are in some special relationship with Jehovah. It's only when they are challenged to really think about WHY they believe that does any chance of deprogramming occur. That's how I got out. I used to be Reniaa. Ten years ago I would troll around ex-JW sites and argue for hours with "apostates" about how correct the Wt was and how crazy they were. Eventually, and it took years, something clicked. The illogic of it all finally worked through the years of JW programming and I eventually had to fade.
Reniaa, you really should take the advice of the GB and avoid us. Eventually the fog will clear for you. I understand you more than you may think, because I used to BE you......as many people here also once were.
I read Reniaa's words with sadness and pity, but also with hope.
By the way, if anyone around here used to hang around the Prodigy network in the late 90's and remembers sonofobed.......