if they were as resourceful as i think they are they could do such a think and i'd be a powerful asset plus they spent 12 years on me. who knows what to think. i didn't recognise any of them but i'll keep my eyes open for any other encounters. is it possible to get a restraining order against an entire religious affiliation?
Jolinar
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JW's following me at Work? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
by Jolinar inyesterday when i was working someone was watching some particularly un-jw approved movies on the big screen tv's i sell.
i asked them if i could help them as i usually do with customers and he hooked me into a conversation.
about 5 minutes later i heard the work 'jehovah' and freaked inside!
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JW's following me at Work? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
by Jolinar inyesterday when i was working someone was watching some particularly un-jw approved movies on the big screen tv's i sell.
i asked them if i could help them as i usually do with customers and he hooked me into a conversation.
about 5 minutes later i heard the work 'jehovah' and freaked inside!
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I posted in another thread but I'll do so here as well. Two JW's just came to the door and one rattled the nob lightly which disturbed me. They left a note about some meeting in SF. I bolted the other lock when I looked through the peep hole at two darkly dressed elderly figures. Wonder if they knew to look for me? Were adult elderly males. Were they trying to force their way in or get to me?
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JW's following me at Work? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
by Jolinar inyesterday when i was working someone was watching some particularly un-jw approved movies on the big screen tv's i sell.
i asked them if i could help them as i usually do with customers and he hooked me into a conversation.
about 5 minutes later i heard the work 'jehovah' and freaked inside!
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Yesterday when I was working someone was watching some particularly un-JW approved movies on the big screen TV's I sell. I asked them if I could help them as I usually do with customers and he hooked me into a conversation. About 5 minutes later I heard the work 'Jehovah' and freaked inside! He kept talking and talking and talking about foundation and compases and letting the father guide you and building your life on stone rather than sand and quoting different verses that I actually do remember from years ago somehow. Even the free water of God to quench your spiritual thirst and in abundance was mentioned. I tried to get away 3 times and he just wouldn't stop. Later I talked to security to keep an eye on him and he stayed for a few hours total until he was one of the only people left in the store besides the workers there and he finally left. I swore he was maybe waiting for my shift to finish to break my exucuse of getting back to work to avoid getting in trouble and talk to me after I was off the clock. Call me paranoid but I think these people are following me and know I'm out here. I was even referred to as a lost sheep from the flock that had been found. This needs to stop and I have come up with several varieties of solutions to contend with it. Any ideas?
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Two JW's just came to the door and one rattled the nob lightly which disturbed me. They left a note about some meeting in SF. I bolted the other lock when I looked through the peep hole at two darkly dressed elderly figures. Wonder if they knew to look for me? Were adult elderly males.
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Jolinar
I also saw one kingdom hall the only place I've ever seen outside of ohio when my b/f and I were driving once and drove right past it. Didn't know that they had support groups here. Also might be a little tough for me to bring myself to see a doctor or might need push to do so. Should I really?
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Jolinar
is this thread dead?
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Jolinar
I didn't realize with the spacing here that I needed to use the html tags to get it to work unlike any other forum I have used. I usually am well with spacing between separate ideas. I have taken some online tests and passed the minimum for the number of points determining someone is AS. Personally I don't think I need medicated though nor do I think I want to be but I was always pretty much who I am with or before I started to learn by experimenting. Once I start getting benefits I might try but I don't feel much like asking because I guess I expect a negative response and the only benefit I could get from it is cheaper travel, like my b/f who has SED, on public transport.
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Another good one is the one I got to somewhat often www.aspiesforfreedom.com . I actually just the other day read that wikipedia page you posted so I guess that works. lol I have tried many a psychedelic or other substance or herbal myself like 1-3 times each so I can learn by reading and doing and I've compiled a list. I've tried about half the things in that article. It's like I can tell you what it's like growing up in a JW society better than someone who's only read about the experiences of others right? I learn more by having personal experience with these things. Good idea if you have good mind and control of yourself. I do know what you mean and I share so much in common with people who are AS rather than NT. I have researched many psychological variations of the mind for years yet nothing (although some came close) has ever hit the nail in the head like that one has. All the symptoms, the life as you describe, the fact my cousin isn't but he's autistic which is almost the same thing or in the spectrum of it. I have read some entries from the book you described and have taken the time to learn about Schulgan from time to time. Guess I'm on the same page with you here huh? Anyhow about to go read my PM's as you suggested. Hope all of this writing here is of some interest to someone or encouragement to more pick at my brain to solve the riddles in each other brain here.
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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What's Yours?
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New Here Sorta
by Jolinar ini stumbled across this site last august and created an account but a series of events led me to run away (i can post the story if you like) and i have been moving around a bit until i finally got settled some.
along the way due to my mother's sheltering i had some bad experience because i didn't know as much about the real world as i should have.
i ingested as i have before a psychoactive one night and a surge of memories came rushing back to me of my childhood and a massive handfull of them were tied to the time i was made to endure going to the kingdom hall and socializing with many members outside of.
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Jolinar
It usually works out that way too doesn't it? A person's life is offensive to another because of beliefs and their religion is offensive to the other person. Um, Are there any psychonauts here in this forum?
