thats pain ful in itself not being able to share my life with my sister whos also my best friend ...she should be there for always .....I dont want her to just fade .....like most who leave the org she leaving to be with a worldly or unbelieving boy....
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g_cuddles
yes it is a big deal very stressful adn painful time for us all .....what disturbing things did you find out
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g_cuddles
Im an active JW
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g_cuddles
what was it that made you all not trust the truth now,....or have you always been skeptical
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anyone ever wonder whether IT could be the TRUTH?
by Cordelia ini cant believe im posting this either!.
but ive got a huge decision to make wont go thru it all again its on my last thread, and i have decided that i am stopping going to the meetings completly (ive been dfed 7 months and because i didnt want to hurt my family even more i continued going to all the meetings and hid my boyfriend, wno was wonderful about it, put a letter of reinstatement in which they refused but relised by the way i paniked when i thought they might reinstate me that it is not what i want!).
i love my bf and want to be with him without any secrecy but i also want my family to accept him and still speak to me but i know that will not happen, so i have two choices either get reinstated and then leave (and risk losing mybf) or tell them now i dont want it and stop the meetings altogether before i go insane.. thing is to be free of the meetings and be with my bf, i will lose my family they are all so strong in the 'truth' they will not have any contact with me and my husband is divorcing me so ill lose finacially and my house and have to share time with my daughter, not to mention all my old friends who are wanting me back, and if i stop now all those months of trying to be reinstated will be wasted id be set right back,.
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g_cuddles
what religion do you practice scince you've left the JW's
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anyone ever wonder whether IT could be the TRUTH?
by Cordelia ini cant believe im posting this either!.
but ive got a huge decision to make wont go thru it all again its on my last thread, and i have decided that i am stopping going to the meetings completly (ive been dfed 7 months and because i didnt want to hurt my family even more i continued going to all the meetings and hid my boyfriend, wno was wonderful about it, put a letter of reinstatement in which they refused but relised by the way i paniked when i thought they might reinstate me that it is not what i want!).
i love my bf and want to be with him without any secrecy but i also want my family to accept him and still speak to me but i know that will not happen, so i have two choices either get reinstated and then leave (and risk losing mybf) or tell them now i dont want it and stop the meetings altogether before i go insane.. thing is to be free of the meetings and be with my bf, i will lose my family they are all so strong in the 'truth' they will not have any contact with me and my husband is divorcing me so ill lose finacially and my house and have to share time with my daughter, not to mention all my old friends who are wanting me back, and if i stop now all those months of trying to be reinstated will be wasted id be set right back,.
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g_cuddles
all the time ..and when ever i do research im all ways asured it is ...what information do you doubt to be true
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g_cuddles
I personally have never been hurt by witness....but some of the topics that have been disscused im experiencing from a second persons point of veiw ....my sister is disassociating herself.....i do plan to stick around and chat ..
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I am an active JW I live in a rather small town so there arent many witnesses my age . So it gets kinda lonely , and I was hoping to find some fellow witnesses or just good people to talk to about being a witness weather they are for it or against it.....
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Well i was surfin the web and I found this site that said you could meet witnesses so i read som forums and responded. But I only read negative things so i just wondered.
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Is there anyone here who actually support JWs or is everyone disassociated?