reneewhatever....
A universal truth is that parents need their kids much more than kids need their parents. We old people try to keep this thruth hidden. As you will probably do one day.
So forget it. Go out and achieve things, get a degree, climb the Himilayas, start a soup kitchen, whatever.
They will be so proud of you in spite of what their silly church teaches.
At your age this is your biggest chance in life. Don't waste it by fretting over silly people.
They will always love you. Parents can't help it in spite of what they say.
Go for it girl...............