Well this is a very interesting subject, you betcha.
I gained a hope in the resurrection of the dead, the restoring of the paradise (I remember the totally hype sessions of
"paradise visualizations" when the brothers used to imagine just how wonderful-come on!-will be), the joy of Jehovah
(very close in its JW version to Stalin Proletarian Joy, I say).
The problem is(yes, there is allways a problem, you know) that all that stuff is just shit.
THE QUESTION IS NOT IF WE GAIN SOMETHING BEING A JW: IS DID WE LOST EVERYTHING?.
I think we didn`t because we are here, talking, THINKING BY OURSELVES.
That's very much.
Really.
Best Regards.