Poppers, I think that is just it, going from 18 years of organized religion to nothing is like bunging jumping without a rope. I need detox of a sort. These last couple of days have been absolute hell. I just can't turn back. My husband is JW, and my entire family. This will change my life and those around me forever with the decisons I am going to make. We have two children, I want to raise them to have good, moral standards, yet not to be closed minded and judgmental., I want them to experience the world, and figure it out for themselves, I just have no idea how I am going to do that, when I don't even know what direction to point them in.
I am looking for answers and I am looking for someone to tell me what to do, can you tell I hane no idea how to think for myself yet?!