hmm that's a new one to me.
In the past it was always taught that Jesus was under a lot of stress and anxiety regarding his impending death and was praying to jehovah about it. There was a point about how
someone can sweat blood if they are under enough stress. I believe this was mentioned in the bible too.
There was no mention about wanting to die in a different manner. I might be wrong, but I think jesus just didn't want to die at all and was stressed out, but ultimately
submitted to jehovah's will while praying to him.