I grew up attending the Kingdom Hall. I have not been there in years however, most of my family are witnesses. I have always had questions regarding "The Truth" and because of that I have never been baptized. My grandfather is an Elder and my grandmother is a pioneer. When I ask them to explain things to me that I don't understand, they get upset and call me an Apostate. I was lucky though, my mom is very open minded. She is a baptized JW but she understands where I am coming from, and supports my quest for the real truth.