NO...I really envy those that do have nice penmanship. I was always told I had an "ax-murderers" handwriting.'
jojochan.
gee, i'm losing it.. .
i hardly write anymore.
i just type with my keyboard and print it out with the printer.
NO...I really envy those that do have nice penmanship. I was always told I had an "ax-murderers" handwriting.'
jojochan.
we had a weekend away a couple of weeks ago.
i took a few classic dvd's along in case the weather turned sour.. so i watched ghost with demi moore, that pottery scene has to be one of my favourite ever..........gives me goosebumps!
but it's not my favourite movie of all time/ i'm embarrassed to admit it, but ok i will, cause i'm with friends!
The Black Hole. That was really the first sci-fi experienceI had when I was little. Ever since then I was HOOKED to the possibilities out there in space.
jojochan.
WOOOHAAAA!!!
Still got it!Go'on girl!
jojochan.
for those of you who read my continuing series about a girl i dated, i mentioned at the end of it that i'm gonna be a daddy!
i'm so excited!.
the wife is on week 8.. i'm trying to figure out how my parents, especially my father is going to take the news when i finally tell them.
Congrats Nos!!! I want know how that feels one day for me.
here's one on me Nos,
jojochan.
Congats on being the supreme oneYYYAAAYYY!
Are you gonna dance for us, maybe?
jojochan.
i had one disconcerting dream last night.
i was in a very large assembly hall and explosions started occuring and rather than wanting to leave everyone stayed and chatted like whatever was happening out there was not going to affect them inside.
they were all very smug.
Foe me it was just as when she was about to sit on me. The subject would come up, "Your'e a WHAT??!! Oh, god I'm sorry "
She whould jump off and run out the door.
In reality, if I said that, and I did, it was a turn on, and it drove them wild.
One said,"well, they have prince, we might as well have you."
I laugh to this day over that one.
jojochan.
i am having kind of a bad day.
i know that i really should not complain... i know that i have things so much better than most people on this planet, and everyday that i wake up with my health and a roof over my head and something to eat, i am having a great day compared to most.
it makes me think... why do i even bother throwing them out?
why does it seem like whenever we try to help someone, we end up being the ones to get screwed over? My boyfriend and I tried to warn his parents about all of the sick stuff that goes on with JWs... we tried to tell them about all the information we found... we tried to do it in a loving manner. Of course, they can do whatever they want... and you can say it's none of our business, but I think it was our business when it came to his younger sibling's lives being in danger. We tried to HELP these people... and what do we get? Chased, screamed at, threatened,
Believe me, I've been there/done that.
One thing I have to keep telling myself is that as in regards to the older ones that are "die hard" in it. DON'T try and convert them, it won't work, in my case they looked at me like I did'nt know what I was talking about, because of my age. They're too set in their ways and it would take something in "their" little box to shake their faith in the collective in order to believe the real truth. The thing you guy's have to do is work on the youth. The young are more open to different points of views than certain older people, especially those that are seriously devout dubs, and you know that and your boyfriend knows that as well.
As for throwing out literature, the more you throw out, the more it feeds into their conviction that they're being persecuted.
And they love that. Trust me, I've seen it TOO many times.
Creat more subtle ways for those on the outside to see the organization for what it really is, be creative like those truth commercials they have on tobacco companies, many , many creative ways to grab a persons attention.
You gotta do more than tap someone on the shoulder nowadays...Ya gotta clash cymbals and flash bright lights, nice shining lights, if you wanna spread the word.
But I would focus on living, breathing, and enjoying the love you and your man share right now, right now is what matters. Cherish those days; these days as if they were your last.
The biggest anti drug to their "religion" is TIME.
But don't be suprised at that. Unfortunatley...there will ALWAYS be somone that will still believe that pig's fly , and that all that glitters is gold.
Enjoy YOUR life....Be happy and bright.
The organization? You should say to yourself,"what organization?" They'll only have hold on you if you allow it to.
You're too happy and special a soul to let them make you feel this way...F&*K 'em.
cheers.
jojochan.
i had one disconcerting dream last night.
i was in a very large assembly hall and explosions started occuring and rather than wanting to leave everyone stayed and chatted like whatever was happening out there was not going to affect them inside.
they were all very smug.
The issue of my being a witness stopped anything from happening. These dreams were disturbing because they happened often. lol.
Been there/Done that LOL!
jojochan.
i will begin by stating that i have been an inactive jw for about four years now and i currently have no plans on returning to the organization at this juncture.
i have read many of your experiences with the jw's and wts and i can certainly understand the rage, hatred, depression, anxiety, and sense of hoplessness as a result of your association with the jw's.
personally, i have had simliar experiences with the jw's such as an elder constantly chastising me for every "bad" thing i did by always informing me that " if i continued on the course i was on i would be destroyed at armeggedon.
Welcome to the forum general! Stick around for ahwhile.
jojochan.
i had one disconcerting dream last night.
i was in a very large assembly hall and explosions started occuring and rather than wanting to leave everyone stayed and chatted like whatever was happening out there was not going to affect them inside.
they were all very smug.
Only when armageddon came and a small group of us had horse drawn carrages and had the "sisters" all hiding in them. There we were, all riding out in middle of a desolate place, riding, fighting off the forces of evil that wanted to take away the "sisters" and use them for such demonic erotic pleasures. We used swords and sickels to hack them up as well. When I woke up; I had to laugh since the reason why I had dreamed that dream was because I had seen Mad Max the night previously.
So, so funny and crazy when you think about the concept of armageddon.
jojochan.