The sad thing is that there is nothing to replace the things you have been able to accept as true through the Witnnesses....with constant reference to the Bible.
If you have a spiritual need it is so hard to deny it.
I am just making my way back....baptised in 1974, but I have been AWOL for over two years. It is hard coming back, but I am no longer expecting perfection........the Jews were in an awful state back in the firxt century, but they were still Gods people. I think we should just concentrate on our relationship with Jehovah....expect nothing in these last days from imperfect men....even if their teachings show error, Jehovah does not.
I don't believe there is anything else that measures up so strongly to the bible, and I need that backing, not the teachings of men.
Every good wish......don't let things get you down....its a challenge, accept it!!!