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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  I am nervouse because not many people know about what happend at bethel. If I told the whole truth about everything I would be going against what people realy realy want to think. I always cal america america I never call it U.S.A because I have to hold the shift key to make the USA capitol and then figure out if I want to put the little dots bettwen the U and the s and a. so I just say america
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  Who do I talk to about eraseing some of those repeted paragraphs????????????????????
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  my computer just went crazy sorry for the repitition. wish I could erase some of that
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  spaznik you dont beleive I am a witness, There are some things you should know. I dont remember saying that I was not raised as a witness because I was. I was a publisher when I was 8 years old. Also I have never discused any thing like this on computer before. my spelling could be bad but my hands are actualy shaking right now because of nervousness. I am woundering though what I said to make you doubt I am a witness. and if anyone doubts I was at bethel I still have my bethel keys and my Identification badge and my dwelling manuel and many other things.....I still even have my old gate opener. They were in such a hurry for me to leave that they did not take these things back from me. And I was born and still live in america. Also I never did much but study and go out in service so I never even got a computer on the internet untill my mid
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  102

  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  I would never try to sue the sosiety, one of the societys legal representitives went to my bookstudy, I would file a law suite against the individuals that tried to hit me with 2 by 4's and discriminated against me because of my race. I never thought the society would try to deffend people like that, espesialy when there was no question rasial slures were being used, its just that know one did anything about it. And I definantly get more sleep now, I was so depresed when this first happend I did not do much else.It hurt to much to be awake. Also the bible dose teach that god is love and that should be the main motivation for serving him. But at Matthew 24:14 Jesus COMANDED his followers to preach in all the inhabited earth the same kingdom message. Jehovahs wittnesses are the only ones I know that do that.
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  I know that people are given cars as gifts by other rich members of the organization, and I know about the very expensive things people donate to bethel, those things are given only to those that have spent many years there.But while I was at bethel I was actualy working hard. It was only after I was asked to leave and experienced discrimination that I began to think about obtaining matterial things for my self. so yes I was REALY at bethel but my focus at the time was not obtaining what others had.
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  Voluntary answering at meetings

  by ThomasCovenant in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  watchtower august 1st 1953 page 458.

  'hence starting with the congregational study of this issue of the magazine, the conductor may call on persons whether they volunteer or not'.

  i never saw this happen at my meeting.

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  I know brother magnusson he was my district overseer while at bethel and brother mazacheck was the C.O. they both visited my congregation and I enjoyed speaking to him.
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  I dont need to write down names of people and what happend, I will never forget what has happend. And if ever I get the oportunity I will take legal action against those responsible because I dont think rasist people are christians so it realy would not be like I was fileing a law suite against a fello christian. But please some body tell me this, some one said know body is benefiting from the organiztion but those on top, how is that possible Everyone at the head quarters in bethel is a volunteer knowbody gets paid a dime. So why was it that while at bethel some people had 2006 cadilac's and BMW,s and in there rooms had entertainment systems big televisions and these were mostly the people that had been there 10 years or more. Wouldent the people that have been there the longest be the least likely to have money, because they have not reseived income for so long. how is it posible you can volunteer for 8 hours every day of the week and 5 hours on saturday, but still drive a 2006 cadilac????? I want to know so I can get one.
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  it is true that the new world translation is the main bible that I use for my study, but it is one of the few translations that did not have gods name Jehovah taken out of it. And in all my years of knocking on doors I have never meet one person that could pick up any bible and prove that my beleifs were wrong, and I am more then willing to listen.
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  my bethel servise left me seriously depressed!!!!

  by xcaliber in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i auxilary pioneered for a year, then i regular pioneered for 2 years while serving as a ministerial servant.

  then i served at bethel for 3 years.

  while at bethel i worked harder then i have my hole life.

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  xcaliber

  Let me make it clear I am not looking for a hand out. I worked 17 hour days at bethel, memorized all or most medical termes used by the nurses with no medical back ground. I am a hard worker. I guess I was feeling sorry for my self because my whole perception of my own organization was recently shaterd never to be the same again. to understand you would have to know how bethel was the only goal I had for the future, I would have died trying to get in.And about being raised in the truth, I do a lot of reserch on my own and most other religions have something extremly wrong with them. They teach that god is a trinity which is crazy. or they teach every body is going to heaven, when the bible says only a set number will go, or they teach that you will burn up in a fire for ever when you die, when the bible clearly states that the dead feel nothing and are no longer consious.And here is a big one Jehovahs wittnesses preach the same message in over 230 lands, Jesus said to preach the kingdom message in all the earth, who else do you see going door to door teaching others about the bible. That is why I canot leave the organization because no other organization comes close to following scripture.