Posts by chopper

You will not feel better about yourself go back to that. Your happiness should not be dependant on how other people see you. You have to be happy in yourself. If you go back knowing that you are living a lie then you will feel worse about yourself.

And go out in FS??? How could you suck somebody else into that cult. I am proud that after 36yrs going door to door i did not lead one single person into Satan's religious franchise.

Be strong. Be courageous. Have some integrity. Stand up for what you know is right. You WILL be happy again.

After all i have been through, i wouldn't change any of it. I have never been happier.

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Am going to be reinstated

by Caine in

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hello true believers.

had jc meeting.

will be reinstated next meeting.

chopper

Caine,

I have been DF for 2 years now. After severe depression, 4 suicide attempts, intensive care in hospital twice to repair the damage i did (including open heart surgery after shooting myself), i know the emotional pressure that losing your family brings. I was 5th generation JW. That amounts to hundreds of relatives who still are JW. I am the only one who is not.

It took months in a mental hospital for me to recover and accept the loss of my family.

A year after leaving the JW i started attending an AOG church. I LEARNT THE TRUTH!!

"The truth" is not with JW.

I could have my family back easy. Sit up the back for six months, look "repentant". Piece of cake.

But, i could never turn my back on Jesus.

He said you would lose your family on account of him. (luke 12:53)

You've read the posts here. You know whats going on. Even if you go back and "fade", you are denying christ.

Sounds harsh, true. I am not gong to face Jesus and have him ask me why i didn't say something to you.

The pain of not having your family will never go away, but you can learn to deal with it. There is help, and prayer.