hi scatterdsheep!
i totally agree with what you have said!for the first time in 10 years i prayed to god to help me and find the way!i have the sisters from the org that come weekly but its rare now that we talk about the org!but they just don't seam to give me 100% answers to my question's. The day after i prayed i thought i would look on the net for some answers so i typed Google jw's and this site came up!i cant believe what i have found out!this week as been horrific for me! but let me tell for the first time in my life i don't feel guilty for bad or fear!its wonderful i know now that i can serve Jehovah in my own way!
darling i one had this major experience but i feel to stupid to write it in this forum! i can mail you it if you wish! xx Shaun
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JEHOVAHS HOLY SPIRIT!
by daydream1900 inhello darlings.
well one thing that i don't feel stupid for is the statement- owww did you feel jehovah's holy spirit!
i don't know about you but i have never felt jehovah's spirit while i was in the org, .
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If only the new system was real...
by misspeaches ini sent my mum an e-mail the other day to let her know about steve irwin's tragic accident.
this morning i got her reply:he will thrive in the new system when he will be able to get up close and personal with all wild creatures without fear.
tis really sad as he was a good genuine man.. .
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well for me i was looking forward to paradise earth!!! i loved the feeling that i would no longer have to pay bills and not work my ass off 24/7! i was looking fowards to seeing freinds and family members that i yearn to see gain! i wanted my home near that rotten lake! i wanted to do so many things! its was all a lie! dirty rotten cow bags!
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Thank you Jehovah for answered prayers
by Annie Over inwhen i got off for lunch today i decided to go to the walmart deli and get something to eat.
it is a huge store, groceries, a bakery, mc donalds, a bank , eye center, beauty shop, a great deli, and a huge garden center.
i had taken back a 80 gig hard drive dvd recorder ( i couldn't figure out how to hook up <smile> and had received 238.00. i picked up a couple of things in the store then went to the deli.
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i think your story was immature insulting and i belive you did it just for attention! i don't think Jehovah gives a rats ass about your poxy purse! don't you think god as got more things on his mind?
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Let's count the years together.....
by AK - Jeff in.
my years in = 43 total of those on this thread = 43. .
make it progressive - add yours to the last one posted and keep adding - lets see how many years we have invested.. so we have 43 - now add yours and keep it going.
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1986-1997=11+841=852 total 852
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SISTER BUTTERFILED!
by daydream1900 in.
i love this woman please watch her visit at the kingdom hall and other churches so funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr-ib2yviai
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lol!!! i know! i love the one were she went to the Mormon church and got baptized coz she was lonely too funny!!!
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SISTER BUTTERFILED!
by daydream1900 in.
i love this woman please watch her visit at the kingdom hall and other churches so funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr-ib2yviai
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I LOVE THIS WOMAN PLEASE WATCH HER VISIT AT THE KINGDOM HALL AND OTHER CHURCHES SO FUNNY!
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EX JW'S WHO ARE GAY!!!
by daydream1900 ini was wondering if there is any ex jws who is gay!
i met some active jw's with gay feelings two years ago on yahoo after talking many months!
they invited me to germany on vacation but on the understanding that i told the rest of the gang (none gay) that i was indeed a witness!
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darlings, yeah i know what you mean! i find it rather funny. i love it when people say oh i love Shaun he is a good laugh he is gay you know! or were is Shaun??? which Shaun? the gay one! when i told my grandmother i was gay she said darling i don't care what you are!!!she said but darling when you go to dance halls who buys the drinks lmao!!! then she made it worse by asking me do you ask men to dance or do they ask you!!! like you all im used to it! ive never know any differnt x
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JEHOVAHS HOLY SPIRIT!
by daydream1900 inhello darlings.
well one thing that i don't feel stupid for is the statement- owww did you feel jehovah's holy spirit!
i don't know about you but i have never felt jehovah's spirit while i was in the org, .
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hello darlings.
well one thing that i don't feel stupid for is the statement- owww did you feel jehovah's holy spirit!
i don't know about you but i have never felt Jehovah's spirit while i was in the org,
at times i used to get so down about this, i used to feel that i was not doing enough or maybe doing
something wrong? my mother used to say after the book study at our home,oww can you feel the spirit??
no mother i cant! its just body heat!
when i was a regular pioneer i walked up and down countless streets feeling so alone and lost!
this alone was driving me away! also trying to fight gay feelings was another countless task!
i was also having dreams and premonitions about things that coming true, and i was kinda knowing what people were gonna say before they said it! i spoke to the elders about this and they said that i must be some were getting involved with spiritism! i wasn't!!when leaving the truth i did visit the the spiritualist church(very naugty!)
they said i had the gift!but my conscience told me to get out! so i did!! now i don't have these feelings as bad now!
also what doesnt make sense to is that i used to know the scriptures so well, i see many of you posting scripture quotes and i cant because i don't remember them! this happend just weeks after leaving the org!
i think it must be some kind of mental block i have developed! but i have had to start all over again!
i am now really coming to terms that this is not the truth! but have doubt and questions still ponder, obvisouly -
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Faces to Names
by Peaches-n-Cream inhey all...
so many of you have given me a great big welcome to the board.
do any of you have pictures you wouldn't mind posting so i can match some faces to your name?
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moomin you are so beautiful!!! i love tha trendy pose in tha wedding gown!
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Faces to Names
by Peaches-n-Cream inhey all...
so many of you have given me a great big welcome to the board.
do any of you have pictures you wouldn't mind posting so i can match some faces to your name?
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me darlings!