flamegrilled,
Sorry I am late to reply. I had to leave for the day just after my post and just read your reply.
You do see evidence of God's power AND love in the universe?
I have a deep love for nature and the workings of the universe. What I've experienced in my own body gives me a tremendous awe for existence and consciousness. It may have been created by intelligence and power--( both you AND cofty fall short of 100% in your certainty of your position). I am not certain either.
But if I might see power in a creator, his love isn't certain. But I am certain that I cannot gather figs from thistles. If the story is that we reflect the character of god then I cannot see a loving God giving birth to a child and then killing it.
So that is why I assumed you don't see evidence of Power-AND-Love in god either.
I know the missing piece is (probably)that the Christ story because it involves resurrection. But how negotiable are the features of salvation in the bible? If working people don't land in the right theology-aren't we damned again? The salvation is limited.
You understand "salvation" differently?
But all in all--it is in the gulf that exists between love and power that our doubts do not find rest.