You will be faced with either believing the Bible or else believing the Governing Body.
The culture of fear you face is because “Perfect love casts out fear” and the WT is all about conditional love. The fear you see is that any time someone remarks “ this isn’t what the Bible says” the elders will mark you as a trouble maker instead of a serious Christian.
For instance if you were to point this out:
The policy for the Anointed ones was changed in recent times. The Revelation 14 verses that identify these individuals says they follow the Lamb wherever He goes. But they are obliged to follow the Governing Body wherever IT goes. Isn’t this a contradiction?
Conflict. You will find many such problems in the doctrine of this religion.
You will have no freedom of worship in the WT religion. This is aside from what l personally believe at this moment.
Ask your questions now if you plan to join. You will not be free to question later without paying the price many of us paid: disfellowshipped and shunned.
But we are free to believe or not- honestly.