I got some pills off the doctor and they are addictive and I dont want to be dependant on drugs all my life :( What if they make me worse? There are bad side effects listed on the information.
I cant think straight. All I can think of is death. Dont worry I am too scared to kill myself. Besides that would really annoy Jehovah.
Im so alone. I cant handle being alone. I have no physical people to turn to. This hurts me. I cant stop this pain. I need some love. But nobody is willing to help me. Everyones out to get me. I cant take this.