Wow hey thanks for all that... im not even sure i wanna stop this from happening. It was bound to happen sometime but i dont know i guess im just scarred of the unknown.... Your comments have been awesome. I'll keep some of the "canned" comments in mind. They sound pretty genuine. Then again i dont wanna stoop to there level with the whole "spiritual war I'm-not lying just not telling the truth thing" I dont know i'll either become a mute and remain silent or answer completely honestly when i get "confronted".....
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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Man things are just rushing through my head right now. I dont think i should argue anything. I need to stay calm and just let them know that "i dont believe" and that i dont feel like trying to convince them of how i feel as i know that would go no where. Does that sound like an initial plan? I dont know. They are the type of parents that i think will try anything to "save me from satans clutches" ugh..... I wish i wasst homeschooled either because i feel like im cut off from anything else. BTW i called my phone and cant find it still. I have it set on vibrate.I'm thinking that my mom might have taken it earlier but who knows.....
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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Yupp this is going to be messy... *sigh* and i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight.
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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i don't know what to do at this point.... i cant find my phone. I just went and checked my dads office and he has a bunch of papers on "apostasy" printed out.... i feel sick and shaky......
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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Maybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me. I hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some JW kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room. When i got home my mother was crying in her room. My father was acting weird to and i think he said he loves me 3 times since i've been home. Something weird is going on, i just hope i didn't screw myself over. If i did then what should i expect...
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Hi im new
by NikolaW inhi my name is nikola and i just would like to find out more about the faith really.
my history is that i am brought up in the christian faith by my grandparents in the united reformed church.
then stopped going when i was 10 years old.
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thebiggestlie
Welcome :) its nice to see that you are searching for truth. It's hard to find it sometimes i know that for sure. I sent you a private message (pm) by the way.
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Wow
by Rooster inyou have started 0 topic(s) in the last 1 day(s) out of your limit of 1.. you can currently create 1 more which will increase in 1 day(s) 11 hour(s) when your oldest topic expires.
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gawd this is so great.. .
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I thought this thread was going to be about the god-awful World of Warcraft.... (no offense to WoW fans)
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Thinking.
by Blueblades inthinking is difficult.
thinking is complex.
to think well is a laborious, often, painstaking process until one becomes accustomed to being " thoughtful.
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"i think therefore i know!" "true wisdom comes from realizing one knows nothing at all"
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Truth
by thebiggestlie ini imagine part of the draw of the jws is the fact that they claim to have all the answers and the ultimate truth.
it's true they seen to on the outside provide many "answers" to many questions but now that i know these answers aren't the absolute truth that i once thought they were my mind is now open to a whole new world of ideas and theories and explanations.
assuming that logically there is only one absolute truth in the universe (that in itself is a huge assumption but bare with me) then it is easy to get tied down and overwelmed by the shear volume of differing info and ideas available to mankind.
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hmmm i'll have to ponder that for a while... reaaly interesting point though...
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Are you a 'Life is Over-rated' or a 'life is what you make it' type person?
by needproof ini was wondering who out there is a 'life is what you make it' type person.
i must admit that i am a 'life is over-rated' type.
i don't wish to sound negative but how can you say to a kid born in war torn sudan 'oh, get over it... life is what you make it!'.
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Dansk i respect that way of looking at life. Buddhism (sp?) is facinating to me. What would you recommend to learn more about this belief system?