yupp i totally get being humble and waiting untill i can pave my own way as they say... i just hope it works out that way. Now that my feline friend the metaphorical "cat" is out of the "bag" i don't know how much limbo time i got. Like i've said before, if i'm asked a question i'm not going to lie or even try to hide how i feel. I'm not going to do anything without thinking or making any major decisions on a whim but still.... I foresee a chance encounter with some big-whig elders in the back room of the hall in the not-so-distant future. BTW i feel so touched (and not to mention warm and fuzzy) that you all were thinking about me and concerned. Oh and if any of you got a myspace, i'd be honored to be your online-friend my url is www.myspace.com/strange_stick_figure
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i'm still alive...
by thebiggestlie ini want to thank all of you for all your thoughtful pms.
i'll respond to them in time but can't at the moment.
i wanted to just check in and let you know that i'm doing relatively ok. the confrontation with my parents was a bit sticky.
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i'm still alive...
by thebiggestlie ini want to thank all of you for all your thoughtful pms.
i'll respond to them in time but can't at the moment.
i wanted to just check in and let you know that i'm doing relatively ok. the confrontation with my parents was a bit sticky.
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I want to thank all of you for all your thoughtful PMs. I'll respond to them in time but can't at the moment. I wanted to just check in and let you know that i'm doing relatively ok. The confrontation with my parents was a bit sticky. It lasted untill 3 in the morning. If someone was taking score i think i lost. I was tag-teamed and guilt-tripped and just couldn't finally put it to rest. I wanted so bad to just say "i'm done i quit i don't need this anymore" but i remained sheepish and quiet. At least that bought me some time. Right now i'm in limbo as my parents are giving me time to "research" everything (only society lit. of course ugh). I absolutely know that the "truth" isn't the truth but i feel like i'm forced to justify myself and honestly i dont feel like "proving" anything to anyone but myself. So i don't know were to go from here but i guess i'm just trying to keep the peace for right now even if i have to swallow my pride and dignity.
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Bye
by thebiggestlie inthis is my last post for a while as i am being confronted by my parents in a moment.
i dont know what i'll do but i thank you for your help.
nick
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This is my last post for a while as i am being confronted by my parents in a moment. I dont know what i'll do but i thank you for your help. nick
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lol ummm i had a point that i was getting at but lost it.,,sorry i don't have time to go into detail but i might later :)
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thats weird.... my post came up blank. I dont feel like typing it all so i'll just throw out the scriptures i was inquiring of. Acts 2:17-21. Joel 2:28-32. With emphasis on "last days"
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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So maybe i was a little paranoid. I still have not been confronted yet i know they know. I wonder what they are waiting for. Perhaps i'm just lucky i don't know. i'm kinda confused...
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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It might be hard to convince them of that as a pretty big portion of my research was about the FDS and the GB and how there was no gb in the 1st centurey and the council of Jerusalem set no precedent and what-not...I haven't been confronted yet which is a good thing i guess. I get to brush up on my stand. My dad gets to load his arsenal to i suppose. I hope this goes peaceful as he has the tendency to have somewhat of a temper.... Thanks for all your advice though its top notch...
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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It might be hard to convince them of that as a pretty big portion of my research was about the FDS and the GB and how there was no gb in the 1st centurey and the council of Jerusalem set no precedent and what-not...I haven't been confronted yet which is a good thing i guess. I get to brush up on my stand. My dad gets to load his arsenal to i suppose. I hope this goes peaceful as he has the tendency to have somewhat of a temper.... Thanks for all your advice though its top notch...
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I think there on to me...
by thebiggestlie inmaybe i'm just a bit paranoid but i think my parents may be on to me.
i hope i didn't blow my cover.... i was out with some jw kids and realised that i left all my "apostate" research and my notebook out on my desk in my room.
when i got home my mother was crying in her room.
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I'm a model witness boy.... 30 plus hours a month in the "ministry. I'm a watchtower reader mic handler and assembly talk/experience giver... i do get into fights with my parents though and my dad will just think that i just want to do selfish things and leave god in the dust. He will will think that i'll be right out the door to buy some pot and get laid.... He says that anyone that leaves the org ALWAYS has selfish motives because how else could they leave such "undeniable truth"