Miss Behaving I aplaud you for your strength! The world is your oyster and you my lady are it's pearl!
Times have been tough on you and they may get tougher but you'll do just fine because you're strong. I feel for all that you've gone through, many of us have not only lost our religion but our families, friends and livelyhoods as well and come out thankful for the experience and none the worse for the wear.
Welcome and I hope you come here often as you have much to offer others as well as gaining some insights.