abaddon:
I think you made some extremely traumatic experiences in your life as JW.
As for this reason, I forgive you. I will pray for you, hoping that one day you will get better behavior and insight when time will come..
Your statement was very instructive for me. Of course, I had got no idea of what you told. It's very important for this forum to have got such immense smart guys like you - with extreme high IQ.