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sweetface2233
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Update on my sister
by sweetface2233 ina few weeks ago, as you may already know, my sister called me an apostate and told me that she wants nothing to do w/ me.
i have since explained some things to my mother, an active witness, and she respects my concerns and decision.
i've sent text messages to my sister, as well as made a few phone calls to her, but they all have gone unanswered.
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sweetface2233
A few weeks ago, as you may already know, my sister called me an apostate and told me that she wants nothing to do w/ me. I have since explained some things to my mother, an active witness, and she respects my concerns and decision. I've sent text messages to my sister, as well as made a few phone calls to her, but they all have gone unanswered. This evening I received a postcard from her. She apparently went to the Grand Canyon and wanted me to know. Her message was that she loves me, but she addressed the postcard to "Crissy". She hasn't called me Crissy for 15 or more years. I don't really know how to take this. I'm just glad that she is acknowledging me, which is more than she did while I was getting a divorce several years ago. I still love my sister more than anyone else on this earth and will always keep the door open for her.
I just wanted everyone who showed their concern to be updated.
Thank you!
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sweetface2233
Although I have also been a victim of a sexual assualt, quite recently actually, I still found this quite cute. I'm glad that my experience hasn't changed my sense of humor. Thank you Deacon!
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OKM 09/07 (english)- Just another brick in the wall...
by metaspy inok guys and gals, i (being the assistant to the magazine counter) have acquired the newest okm.. i have uploaded it to imagevenue.com: here.
hopefully that works!.
by the way drew, your translation was very close.
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Am I the only one here who reads the WT literature more now than while attending meetings?
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tattoos and piercings, do they have a meaning for you?
by memario inlately on here someone got a piecing and my question is did it mean anything to you or was it a thing to do?
i have thought of getting a tattoo but i don't know what to get.
it needs to repersent something of significance in my life.
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I have 2 small tattoos and 2 piercings, all of which are on concealed parts of my body. I'll be completely honest here...I originally got them for a few different reasons. The first was a form of rebellion to my parents and the Organization. The 2nd was to feel sexier and more desirable to the opposite sex. However, after getting them and realizing how all of the reasons were for other people and not for myself, I've been able to accept them as my expression of individuality. I love them all, would get them again, and am considering one more piercing (the tats just hurt way too f'ing much).
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AM I THE ONLY GUY IN THE WORLD WHO....?
by Duncan inokay, heres how this works: .
either reply to mine, or make up your own new ones.. .
* am i the only guy in the world who * .. .
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Their not? LOL well I guess that shows how little I know about futbol lol
Yeah...I learned that when I moved here and saw the Redskins paraphernalia all over the place...DUH!!!!
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AM I THE ONLY GUY IN THE WORLD WHO....?
by Duncan inokay, heres how this works: .
either reply to mine, or make up your own new ones.. .
* am i the only guy in the world who * .. .
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Am I the only chick in the world who...
thought the Washington Redskins were from Washington state?
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real questions from the readers
by bigdreaux ini have really been enjoying all the parodies of questions from the readers.
but, sometimes, it's just to easy.
missanna was sent a watchtower from her "loving".
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sweetface2233
The fact JWs would even ask this question just proves how completely brainwashed by and scared of the WTS they really are. Just by taking the time to address the question, the WTS is able further instill that they are equal to God and have the authority over every part of the JW's life.
The light gets brighter and the sh*t gets deeper!
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Depressed witness going door to door
by I quit! inthis morning i saw a witness mother and her son heading out into service.
from the area they were in i think they were going to be doing some street corner work.
i was stopped at a light when they walked in front of my car.
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I remember feeling that way. I was always scared I would knock on the door of a classmate. It was terrible!
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Goodbye, my sweet sister
by sweetface2233 ini was raised as a witness and have been miserable for my entire existence.
i have hated every moment of it.
after about 10 years of struggling, i decided 2 years ago that i was done w/ the charade and wasn't going to return to the meetings.
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I was raised as a witness and have been miserable for my entire existence. I have hated every moment of it. After about 10 years of struggling, I decided 2 years ago that I was done w/ the charade and wasn't going to return to the meetings. After years of tension in my family and comments by me about pedophilia and hypocrisy, my sister, the person I love the most in this world, told me this evening that she wants nothing to do w/ me. I knew it would happen, but I didn't expect it to happen tonight. I wasn't prepared for this. She attacked me and, out of self-defense, I attacked back. I said things that I never wanted to say to her. I felt like I was in a spiritual war. She kept asking me why I was looking for reasons why Jehovah's Witnesses don't have the truth. I kept telling her that I was looking for reasons why they supposedly do. Everything I said was taken as an attack on Jehovah. I didn't say one thing about Jehovah. I never said that God is a pedophile and pays off his victims to keep their mouths shut. I never said that God is a hypocrite. I never said that God will accept blood fractions from donors, but wouldn't even think about donating for anyone else. The conversation ended w/ her telling me that it's my choice if I want to leave the truth and have sex w/ every guy I see, get high all the time, and get drunk every weekend. Apparently that's what I am supposed to do now that I am an ex-witness...be continually involved in drunken, drug induced orgies. Those comments hurt me more than anything. Just because I am not going to the meetings does not mean that I am an evil person.
So tonight, I said goodbye to my sweet, baby sister who said that "out of love" she disowns me. If love can make you feel as bad as I feel right now, how terrible is hate?