So you are not DFed or DAed yourself, you just stopped going to meetings? My parents DAed their selves, I learned certain things and stopped going to meetings for about a year now.
Does your family still talk to you? Even though I am technically still a JW because I haven't DAed myself, no one from the kingdom hall talks to me either. You will like it here I think.
There are a lot of people here and they are supportive, funny, and just friendly!