NINJA!
you have been warned. Smelly... okay.
Shelly... NOT!
iiiiiyyyaaaaa!
Blackbelt mother of four here!
Shell, shell, shell, shell, shell.
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WHAT if we're wrong?
by shell69 ini mean, i know i'm bitter.. normally these days quite strong, not feeling so much so much the last few days though.. what i'd give to do the things i was used to.
going doing the weekly shop with my mum, her popping round for a brew in the morning.. a hug from her, just to to know from the way she communicated with me, that she loved me.
i miss her so much.. and what if i'm wrong?.
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Please?
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Thank you
by One true Jesus Freak inthank you to all who gave me nice words of encouragement.
i think i kind of need this place.
it may not have all the answers but it sure does have quiet a few.
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OTJF
keep going. It's a rough journey, but keep going.
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Worst Kingdom Melody lyrics- your votes?
by JimmyPage inmy votes for worst kingdom melody lyrics: song 125- "jehovah is on my side" (try singing these lyrics without laughing like beavis and butthead): "i know that in this crucial hour my faith will yet be tested/ around me swarms the devil's crowd like bees that were molested/ but i can ever beat them off beneath divine protection/ on those who love to bear his name god sets his deep affection.
" or how about song 201- "rejoicing with god's nation" (grab your thesaurus for this one): "in a land so good and spacious/ free from strife and things vexatious/ look!
a happy crowd vivacious/ in god's service that is efficacious.
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absolutely detested, at dub weddings
marriage is gods arrangment, by him it was designed,
when god is in a marriage then troubles will be few
Bull s$%^ cuttey music
blagh!!!!!!!!!
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I've had enough, I am going to QUIT!!!
by nomoreguilt ini had picked up smoking back 7 years ago when my divorced started and now the time has come for me to give it up.
so, i have picked a target date, a goal mind you.
tomorrow , april the 4th is my birthday.
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Good luck to you.
keep us posted... another problem are |'m yet to adress.
All the best to you. You can do it!
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WHAT if we're wrong?
by shell69 ini mean, i know i'm bitter.. normally these days quite strong, not feeling so much so much the last few days though.. what i'd give to do the things i was used to.
going doing the weekly shop with my mum, her popping round for a brew in the morning.. a hug from her, just to to know from the way she communicated with me, that she loved me.
i miss her so much.. and what if i'm wrong?.
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it makes evenings bearable, so I don't have to look at my kids and think what I AM and what I may be responsible for.
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WHAT if we're wrong?
by shell69 ini mean, i know i'm bitter.. normally these days quite strong, not feeling so much so much the last few days though.. what i'd give to do the things i was used to.
going doing the weekly shop with my mum, her popping round for a brew in the morning.. a hug from her, just to to know from the way she communicated with me, that she loved me.
i miss her so much.. and what if i'm wrong?.
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i really hate this thing inside myself like you wouldn't believe it.
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Worst Kingdom Melody lyrics- your votes?
by JimmyPage inmy votes for worst kingdom melody lyrics: song 125- "jehovah is on my side" (try singing these lyrics without laughing like beavis and butthead): "i know that in this crucial hour my faith will yet be tested/ around me swarms the devil's crowd like bees that were molested/ but i can ever beat them off beneath divine protection/ on those who love to bear his name god sets his deep affection.
" or how about song 201- "rejoicing with god's nation" (grab your thesaurus for this one): "in a land so good and spacious/ free from strife and things vexatious/ look!
a happy crowd vivacious/ in god's service that is efficacious.
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what was that song with the word
'efficasious' (pardon my spelling, could hardly read it much less say / sing it!)
Wot a load of rubbish!
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WHAT if we're wrong?
by shell69 ini mean, i know i'm bitter.. normally these days quite strong, not feeling so much so much the last few days though.. what i'd give to do the things i was used to.
going doing the weekly shop with my mum, her popping round for a brew in the morning.. a hug from her, just to to know from the way she communicated with me, that she loved me.
i miss her so much.. and what if i'm wrong?.
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I'm totally honest with my children.
I'm an alcohol addict.
I hate it, and I really want/need to stop. Its just not that easy. If it was I'd have done it.
So these terrible black moods I get... i then mask to unconsiousness with drink, and i cant go on like this any more. I want it to stop, but I'm scared that all my life will be filled with my fight against the drink, that all anyone can see is 'alcoholic' tattoo'd accross my forhead, and thats all my children can see.
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WHAT if we're wrong?
by shell69 ini mean, i know i'm bitter.. normally these days quite strong, not feeling so much so much the last few days though.. what i'd give to do the things i was used to.
going doing the weekly shop with my mum, her popping round for a brew in the morning.. a hug from her, just to to know from the way she communicated with me, that she loved me.
i miss her so much.. and what if i'm wrong?.
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got a really bad feeling about the future. very near future
shell